NONE n moving on

Recently, my cousin from oversea came back to malaysia. i was planning to go back and spent a good times with him. we were so close during our childhood times. so i called him and just wan to give him a warm welcome back to malaysia. but then what i get is the EGOISM n pathetic conversation from him. he expect me to remember/ memorize when his family back to malaysia n how long he going to spent here. pls lar.....it's a waste of memory of my brain. in the end, i HANG UP the phone. iiiisssssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....a high education person doesnt meant that they really knowing what is meant by Respect n Manner.

another thing is one of my lost contact childhood friend RE-CONTACT ME via fb. it kinda weird since we havent talk for 2 to 3 years plus. funny rite? and they even invite me for BBQ after no contact for 4 years plus. well i rejected their invitation since i unable to make it due to my clinical posting. due to my accumulation resistance that i learnt, i just guess my memory T cell work well to fight against anyone of them due to the aspect of thinking.

yap...who care more. all of them are not going to make any difference to my life or ANY IMPACT. so indeed. i sedated myself to NOTHING. AND life is moving on. who care more or less.

Thanks to my family giving me a boost inj of motivation toward better future.