Count down to final exam ..3 more weeks!!!!!!!!!!


This week, my crosses boost up to 19!! stil got 9 more to get. enjoy the times with my CI since she is very thoughtful and teach us many stuff that we unable to learn from books ---> critical thinking. she didnt even observed me for sponging but she gave me Cross for it.


Next week post to CSSD which means boring week for washing the equipment there. Running assessment next week AND Annual dinner next Thursday. I wanna to finished my A&P topics NEXT WEEK.


Beginning of November....another new start..........

Missing him.....

28/10/2009 Alone or not?


alone or not?

Today i stayed back for the practical in the hospital till 5.00pm. I know ...kinda stupid for staying since hospital not going to pay for my EXTRA hard work.

The reason being is because today my ward dont have CI, and she will only be with us for one more day. so I was decided stay back and wash the popo's hair la...(To get the hair shampoo cross).

so there was a friend of mine came to me and said that i shouldn't stay since i am belong to MORNING shift and said i definitely will become enemy of the Gang. i was like O_____o. after that, i prepared all the stuff and set up everything by my own. The moral of the story is people always being selfish one.

Lord let me have a heart like u can accept them..humble down myself to work with them...with me alone...i nt think i can make it...but in YOU there is nothing too hard for u...thing could changed coz of YOU.

Many many thanx to my dearest sista's support. thank for being understanding and bring the smile to my life. Cheer me up during this STRESS period with your 'cold' joke.

Thank for trying hard to understand ME. make me feel that i am not alone in this world and back to the seeing Lord.

Above is group photo taken in the church. especically...our cat's newest invented pose.

Stress

yes. i am running out of Times. Everyday i tried to set a proper times table for myself to follow. but at last it turned out i am not a good follower indeed. especially i am trying to balance out my times for practical and self studying for exam.

but u know ...after spend all the energy in the ward and come back with the tiring body ...i would choose to sleep for few hours to restore back my chargable status. sigh...i really need a effective study method......or a shortcut may be?

still many cross to get from Clinical instructor. DaMN stress! i really need to pray for something to be changed for this few weeks.

Ok just here to write a short post now ...get back to study my anatomy and physiology- Reproductive system and memorize the menstrual cycle also.

Don't give up

I copy this from someone's blog, which i found it quite inspiring. So, just thought of sharing this here. :)


Read on..

One day I decided to quit...
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality... I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.
"God", I asked, "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"

His answer surprised me....

"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth.. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In year three, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed.

But I would not quit.

In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit." He said.

"Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern, it was seemingly small and insignificant....But just 6 months later, the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.

I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle.
"

He asked me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time when you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots".

" Remember. I DID NOT quit on the bamboo even when it did not produce any things useful earlier on. Similarly, I will never quit on you."

"Don't compare yourself to others, "He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the forest beautiful."

"Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high"

"How high should I rise?, "I asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.
"As high as it can?" I questioned.

"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest and brought back this story. I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you.

Remember.. Never, Never, Never Give up.

For the Christian Prayer is not an option but an opportunity.

Don't tell the Lord how big the problem is, tell the problem how Great the Lord is!

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Heavens door open this morning, God asked me...
"My CHILD, what can I do for you?"

And I said, "Daddy, please protect and bless the one reading this message."

God smiled and answered, "Request granted."

P.S: You never know when GOD is going to bless you! Good things happen when you least expect them to!

17/10/2009


丁当 - 亲人

别打开 礼物的缎带
最初充满期待 最后都腐败
别打开 午夜的电台
别让情歌反覆再愚弄

而爱 并没有教给我生存
只教我交易虚荣给天真
可是爱 让我们变成陌生人
却变不了更高尚的灵魂

不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
做我最亲密的亲人
不是谁的情人 谁的某某某

就算我 全身湿透透
我也不再被谁 牵着鼻子走
如果我 还握住拳头
可能我怕我的梦飞走

而爱 并不如你想的万能
不能让我们不再战争
可是爱 连慈悲也没多慈悲
谁爱越深越容易被牺牲

不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄
不要吻我 只要抱着我
不要爱我 做我的亲人
把手借我 一天一分钟
让我还敢做我的梦
做我梦中伟大的微笑的英雄

14/10/2009

After spending 2 weeks in clinical posting, the only word can used to describe my feeling is "TIRED". Being a nurse is really really not easy, it required completely focused on the patient, design a nursing care plan for them, follow doctor to do round, give correct medication to the patient, send them to the certain scan and etc etc etc....

The only thing that frustrating me is i only able to get one CROSS for CI at the moment. To be honest, i am really want the cross from them la...i tried to explain to them we only have 4 weeks in the clinical posting before entering for final exam. some more, exclude one week that i need to work in CSSD.

Well..let's hope everything is under control since there is one above all father looking after me...

Despite all above mentioned, i have spend one of my weekend with my friends. we went to midvalley for search the annual dinner mask. it was very fun. since we were going out as a "1 MALAYSIA" group. Therefore they decided another shopping round, we should wear the same clothes, same shoes, bring same bag ..even wear same panties. Totally weird idea.

Raya Open House-03/09/2009

After the hectic FON formative test, we have been invited to Liza's open house. Her house is just nearby our college, we decided to walk to there (Exercise ma!).
Above are the 2 ladies on the way to Liza's house. Sweet posers!
we did have a wonderful times there. since everything is FOC (free of charged), they also bungkus some of the foods as well. (noticed above pic)

Before

After...Left for nothings..



Under the same umberalla (metaphor), i really enjoy the moment that having them as my closest friends especially Izzati. it's difficult to find someone that understand you and willing to share knowledge as well. Hope our friendship wil last forever. =)