just another day

yesterday, i really did had a good relaxing sleep over day in Debra's big family house. it was totally awesome night. first me and cat were invited to their house for one day sleep over since saturday is Sport day which the place located near their hostel. in order to ensure us not running away from decision we made, they actually follow us back to hostel and confirm we packed everything.

once we reached their area, they did oriented us about the surrounding place. me and cat found out that the house they are living now is the first place that we are supposed to be but in the end the fate changed us. haha....oh well~

they actually plan for a schedule for us to enjoy in their area and ensure there is no boredom. so EXERCISE indeed is the best method for relaxing our muscle and activate our brain cell.

Then they were walking down to petrol station for the sake of eating ice cream desire while it is raining out there. we were playing badminton at their indoor stadium..after that our lovely EE VOON cooked the PAN MEE and Crystal and Debra helping out in the kitchen. ME of course nothing to do other than checking out their personal private room lar. unfortunately, i didnt have a good camera phone for capture the best secret in the house.

between the times, EVA played guitar for entertainment and we sang christian song together. it was awesome when we were all together in the God's embrace. might be our voice is too sweet, then we kena complain from the strict warden. SHU PEI showed her guitar skill after being taught by EVA. she really did put effort for playing tat specific song. haha....may be tat is the simple thing she did expect from her love life.

after all, we really did have a fun times in their house. they were GREAT and SUPER NICE ppl. i really appreciated the friendship between each one of us. SIMPLE and LOVELY.i love their slogan and aspect of living "我們這一家" live like a family, live like there is no other day. JUST ENJOY!

mannie going to join their family on this sunday. hopefully she wont turned out so badly crazy like them. haha~

LA Vie

More assignment are coming up. too much to bear; too much to carry.
hopefully i can breathe easily once i got the solution. for all kind of problem.

to be honest...too many things that happened. heart broken.

but still mend the broken piece back to shape.

life is moving on. i must look at what i have and bear with what i dont have. and love the ppl surrounding me more. love myself even more. do the things i like. BE who i am.

i am scared and frightened when i am think of my future. first is my qualification BM. how the hell i am going to learn BM. i really dont know. only ABOVE ALL. i having insomia once i am thinking of this. I STILL believe nothing is impossible in Lord.

once i know i am the one left out from behind. i cried. even the person doesn't realize.
once i know i am only one indifferent from others. i cried. who the hell would care?

if there is no limitation. i am wil be free. if there isnt any opinion....i will not be shaken.

let me be free. tat is my prayer.

and this is the end of week 3.

random post= Sem 3

this is first week back from Sem Break. first i lost my HP. (allow me to repeat***) yes i had lost my HP. now i am living in a non communicated zone from outer. what is the most hurting part is the memory card contain memory photos, songs and some remarkable videos.

have been sorting out hostel issue for my sis and a few of her fren. it was a bad disaster. well may be i am just too ke po chi. seeing them coming in this college, reminded me the process that i have been spending here. then i voluntary myself for helping the warden for update the database in my free times. seeing her having a unfinished work and unending queries, there is no one there for helping her. this is reality world. but i stil believe that :-

“Many of the great achievements of the world were accomplished by tired and discouraged men who kept on working.” ~Author Unknown

“What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise” ~Author Unknown

Yes .....about blessings that i having now is totally unbelievable and out of expectation.

i went to the YSD award thingy with other scholars. indeed it really inspire me for seeing so many other scholars that having different dream for achieve a same direction which is leading to a better human life. most of them are going to take undergraduate course in oversea. they are really deserve the scholarship coz of the hard work they have put in.

it also remind me that this is unlimited opportunity for me to explore.
Dont just sit in the comfortable zone.
Dont ever limit our own self.
Neva STOP looking for improvement.


You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life. – Albert Camus

pic we took in the YSD award
(Guna, Izzah and Moi)

continue to shine!

Semester 2 holiday almost come to end. very fast indeed. PRAISE the lord for the good blessing that falling on me. he is the only one know mY NEEDS, my difficulties.

At last i not need to worry about my study fee and my hostel fee after i get the SDMC sponsorship. i only have to work for the hospital for 3 years. this is what i really hope for since i plan for further my study. it's miracle for how i get the sponsorship. firstly, the interview was smooth than i thought it can be. they didnt mention about my special qualification (coz i dont have Bm qualification). everything they asked me, i can answered without any doubt.

for this Sem 2, my results is not that good compared to previous Sem, but i had put my 100% effort into it. stil happy for what i get. but not satisfied.
for next Sem, it going to be tougher than ever!!!!!!! my GOALs ARE:

1. TO SURVIVE
2. STUDY FOR MY spm BM
3. LIVE A healthy lifestyle (if possible.)
4. SMILE OFTEN
5. CONTINUE MY dream
6. to live extraordinary life
7. Influencing other ppl
8. LESS movie. MORE BM STORY (i try!!!)

for the better life leading to me froM Lord. Strike for excellence! everything is possible in HIM.