be a dreamer!

when i was young, my father used to told me that if i want to be successful in my life, i must be a dreamer. dare to dream. yeah... i am stil believing it.

everything start from a simple crazy idea. and if i stil have the courage. then carry on a little more. then sparking might be happening. if i stil hold this as strong faithfully, i might be the first person to achieve the target. or might be second tho?

today my lecturer told me that she hope that there will be residential home for elderly setting up. so that in the future, there wil be a place for the retiree to gather up and a place for them to enjoy/ experience life. from her lecture, i really did learnt a lot and i know that she doesnt want us to sitting in a comfort zone. in the future, we are the bunch of people going to influence the world. she is like the inspiring lighthouse to me. if we wan to do something different, we should start with people surrounding us.

there was once i helped an old lady crossing the road and i sending her to enter her home. then i found out that she having severe diabetes and taking multiple medication. she present with legs is swollen, loss of balance, small wound around her abdomen. after she found out that i am a student nurse, she showed me the medication she currently taking. and i being told that she running out of medication and she take the OTC from pharmacy rather than went for follow up. at the times, i just give health education to her such as advise her for proper dieting, teaching proper way of self injection, emphasize on follow up and follow proper medicine regime prescribed by doc. tat's all i did. actually her house is just opposite to my shop. i barely spoken to her as well. following by i told my mom what i did to this old lady. the response i get from my mom is i shouldn't be so "CLEVER" by teaching people what to do.

in my perception, i know myself havent learn endocrine diseases yet, i only teach the old lady what i basic knowing about. till now, i still felt sorry for this lady, coz i didnt spare my love to her. if i love her a little bit more, i should find out more and visit her oftenly.

without regret in my life, i think i know what i can do next. thanks to the lecturer reminded me that Spare our love to people surrounding.

being indifferent.

CNY IS OVER..........

Week 5 of semester 4. damn stress. 2 seminars, CHN ASSIGNMENT, Bahasa kebangsaan assignment, GU assignment....semester 4 is totally not a honeymoon semester.

Went for the BM class- first lesson. well i have no comment for it. was planning to tell the lecturer about my special condition. indeed i didnt. what can he do for me even though i telling this. so i let it be. learn to tolerate with the process.

my tutor in charge already send my cert to LJM for checking my results and determine my fate whether need to sit for the SPM BM or not. PRAY HARD for miracle to happen.

currently holding a position as COMMANDER for our own group seminar.actually i told the class president that i couldn't manage for this position as president. therefore she changed my position as commander. it might sound better as just order people to do thing. the word makes no different to me. it going to be challenging. hopefully it will turn out to good outcomes.

in fact i prefer to organize a seminar with people that i familiar with e.g my classmate. coz we know each other well enough through conflict and mistake. comparing to another seminar i am going to organize, i feel alone for handle things since i have to mix with people from another semester. no one there to share and double checks for better improvement. i know people trust me for potential but i really need people there to point out the mistake.

anyway.....i believe this going to be my learning process. i wil definitely learn to enjoy it. the below motivation picture from OLivia Sew's blogspot. i dont blame for there is no love within people surrounding, no improvement in nursing standard in here, this is because we have to the SOMEONE to do so. TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE!