Overcomer

starting from tmr, back to study block for another 2 weeks. the class started from 8am to 6pm. it gonna to tough for me to fall in sleep. 2 presentation next week. test might coming up as well.

so many thing to do. i cannot believe that i also half way through my course. i must stop looking backward. looking forward for good thing that God prepare for me. finding a way for me to learn all the diagnosis.

i must give the best to the above all. make a big impact to others. Yes indeed. trouble and obstacles are in front. i sure this this only make me stronger. i shall be the overcomer and continue to trust in my faithful God, He never left me in darkness.

this times, challenge myself for BEING ABLE TO BE GOOD TO THOSE ENEMY. In God everything is possible.

God i know
- City Harvest Church

When the stage is bare tonight
There’s no one else
Just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There’s no pretense
I’m on my knees

I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It’s all because of You
All because of You

The God I know
Righteous and Holy
The God I know
Faithful and true
The God I know
My tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The God I know
Light of the City
The God I know
Strengthens the weak
The God I know
Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we

This is my cry
My one desire
More of You
More of You

The church He knows
Righteous and Holy
The church He knows
Is faithful and true
The church He knows
A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed

The church He knows
Light of this city
The church He knows
Strengthens the weak
The church He knows
Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we

looking back

so many things happened this week.
the most serious is i lost my cross book (a book that contain list of procedures to be completed for my course and signed by clinical instructor).

am i that forgetful? i dont want to deny it. through my analysis, i dont even can think of a way to lose my cross book. except from stolen by someone. Arghhhhhh............it was like admit myself as a clumsy and useless nurse. Hate really can make a person turned to be MAD. u must be ready to be betrayed by other but at the same times u must learn to protect urself.

the lesson i learn from it.................be humble and take it positive. may be god want me to redo and neva sitting in a comfortable position. it's alrite, it not yet the end of the world. i trust myself can do better than that.

be a wisdom person, able to think in a different way. i guess this is what my heavenly father want me to be and going through.

home sweet home

i was going back home for last 4 days. i guess this is the longest time that i have spend with my family if counting back from this starting of year. i really hope that i could stay a bit more longer with my family.

despite all the house duties and the noises that i have been created at home, it was still sweet to back home. daddy and mummy are caring 4 me and having a lot fun with my sis and bro. there are 2 additional member added into my family. tuan tuan and yuan yuan. (new puppies).

we went to open house of my neighbor, have been tried hard for create topic between. it going very well tho. i like to being free. not stress of assignment lar.....conflict between ppl lar....blar blar blar.

now back to hostel. everything must back into routine. rushing for assignment again. i hope that i will not have insomnia for this next few days.

first week posting of semester 3. other than the cap got one more line (means that Senior of SuperJunior), i felt that the burden is heavier compared to before. especially when we do procedure must be 100% correct, must handle things with extra care and full attention must be give to patient. indeed i love posting in medsurg A especially under MS ** (Clinical instructor).

well...other ppl might have other opinion on her. but for me, when i was posting with her, i really can spare some of my times and learn things from her. compared to before, i was wandering in the ward doing other things more than completing my cross. she really taught me a lot things.e.g i must give full attention to my patient and knowing the diagnosis of patient. dont just copy the report. must filter the report and get it store in my head. indeed she is a fair person, treating everyone are same. it was great.

one of my patient passed away. it was so hard to expect that he is leaving. coz he seems normal when i was on my shift. i was running up and down and searching a towel for sponging him. and i was able to holding a stranger hand and give the best care that i could to him. it was like the last journey that i have been with him. although i wasnt there when he passed away. but it's pain that when i heard the news. i really hope that the nurse or doctor could save him. it reminded me that the life of pt is on my hand.

sigh~ lord spare with strength to hang on there. let me regain my passion again. the dream of mine is hard to achieve. but nothing could be difficult in YOU. Refill my heart with ur love. so that i can show other ur love.

this week, felt tension due to my assignment. it seems like no start point for it. thanks to my members, they really give me support. whenever i told them the meeting times 10.30pm, they will attend punctually.but i was asleep at that times. i really appreciate the relationship within.