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LAST day of my farewell was totally unforgettable. certain unhappy thing is happened. it really changed my mind that people are hardly to be called "trust". many of the things i am asking myself for the reason of friendship? for the origin of it? many ppl telling me tat its just a link of benefit. i cannot deny it coz the reality does show it. lastly the one get hurt will be ME. actually does this friendship meant anything to them>? or even to myself is becomes undefined. it is hurting for helping those ppl who begging for help, lastly they wil turned back and just walked away with their waving hand free. and i wil be asking myself i can't just leave them and go at that time. and i wil telling all my memory cell to memorize how to self protect inner side, prevent from any loss or damage. at last i stil repeat the same mistake. stubborn me..... at this stage, until i realise that i cannot make anybody happy, i want to make myself happy and my family 2. who the hell are they to disturb me? walk my way, i dont wan ppl to affect me. as in anything. JUST.... WALK MY WAY