Be a builder

i sure everyone wil have their "down" times. means everything comes out not smooth as we thought it can be. not what we expect. not what we believe. not within our standard.

i have my own measurement tapes to judge other. oftenly i have my own point of view to do things and might create conflict between. then i seek for any improvement for the relationship. in the end...no conclusion. i might as well leave the answer BLANK.

i dislike ppl fail me and scared to being betrayed by others. what is more the improve? what can be avoid to not getting hurt?

to be honest...........i dont know. what is right to do? what is wrong to do?

so.let jesus take my burden away. live freely and love within. Yes i might get hurt. indeed. i still wanna to be a builder can restore ppl relationship. i want to live in a life extraordinary with Lord. live future out in today. Not other day.

psalm 34 (verse 11-22)

come, my children, listen to me;
i will teach you the fear of the lord.
whoever of you loves life
and desire to see many good days,
keep your tongue from evil
and your lips from speaking lies.
turn from evil and do good;
seek peace and pursue it.

the eyes of the lord are on the righteous
and his ears are attentive to their cry;
the face of the lord is against those who do evil,
to cut off the memory of them from the earth.

the righteous cry out, and the lord hears them,
he delivers them from all their troubles.
the lord is close to the broken hearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

a righteous man may have many troubles,
but the lord delivers him from them all;
he protects all his bones
not one of them will be broken.

evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
the lord redeems his servants;
no one will be condemned who takes refuge in him.

one more week!

one More week! then i shall be FREE from STRESS.

Cannot wait to going back to my normal life even though it would not last for long. coz semester 3 is tougher than before. really cannot wait to learn more disease name and pharmacology.
the most happiness things that i wanna to share is:-

i went for the SDMC sponsorship. well God really answered my prayer. i PRAY THAT i can get the sponsorship before my another sis coming in. so that i can reduce my parent's burden. even though i not really sure i can get it or not, but at least i had granted for a chance to enter the interview. it was awesome that the interview process is smooth. i really felt God really help me though it. with No Fear and full with confidence, i managed to answer all the questions posted up by interviewers. AND last they didn't even QUERIED about my qualification. how great is our GOD? wider than? longer than? deep than? higher than? nothing can compared to him.
because

He is greatest than everything.

really want to shout out his greatest to ppl.
anyone listening?
i want to share his miracle on me?
anyone bother?

but my ABOVE all
know everything. even though i am tiny dust.
AT LEAST
he is listening.
NO MORE
weeping, sorrow, loneliness, judgement, pain
in ABOVE ALL
i found JOY!