Recently, i learn a great thing which i want to share with u all. hmm... ...
i found that when nobody doing something, and everybody waiting for somebody to do. it always come back to the somebody. nobody want to take up a big burden i guess.
When i have nobody to support me, i have no choice to be the somebody.
so I TOLD all my fren...when we are ready to do something bigger than we thought we capable of, never speak a discouraging word to each other. then we shall be the somebody ready to fight!
Be grateful for everything
Sometimes i just asking myself. why should i take nursing in my life? worried for entry requirement for LJM day and night. it like a nightmare haunted me. this nightmare is only include me nothing else. Nobody understand the feeling of it. i totally hate the feeling of telling others about my condition, but no one there to stand in my way.
this place becomes so damn COLD.
in some other way, this difficult journey made me become a indifferent ONE. i did everything by myself. i become more independent in solving problem. i should be grateful that i had made this far throughout the journey. at least i got the Yayasan sime darby sponsorship to support my financial and i successfully made this far in the midway of completion of my course. and i am still alive and healthy. Right?
i telling myself to LOOK at the bright side. be thankful and grateful for everything!!!
this place becomes so damn COLD.
in some other way, this difficult journey made me become a indifferent ONE. i did everything by myself. i become more independent in solving problem. i should be grateful that i had made this far throughout the journey. at least i got the Yayasan sime darby sponsorship to support my financial and i successfully made this far in the midway of completion of my course. and i am still alive and healthy. Right?
i telling myself to LOOK at the bright side. be thankful and grateful for everything!!!
cont' Semester 5
My final year in nursing. Looking forward for the day I am becoming to a real nurse. At this moment, I still have a constant passion on this career. I looking for MORE.
Nowadays, getting good result isn’t a goal for me anymore. Coz I know result doesn’t prove anything in nursing. Even u are on the top, but u getting same pay, same life as nurse and same nursing license. I just felt we are just on the running and chasing competition. Which is meaningless that people are sedated to it. I guess. In the end, nothing gain but meaningless again. Right now, I had good friends and I can laugh out loud. I think I can make a good motive on people (this is what my lecturer told me.) I felt I am on the path. But there will be more I can search for. Gain for. If I/ could I / would I dare to do it.
today getting to know from my lecturer that i am required to sit for SPM Bm, sigh... i am struggling but at this moment i am stil able to handle it. the thing is i might not sit for exam at the same times as my classmates which is a shame. i did cry which is not a good solution. coincidentally i got LJM nursing division contact no, the clerk asked me to e-mail about my matter to the head. indeed i did it. hopefully i can make it through.
