weakness

recently i read a article about why do God still create mankind with disability? if he loved all of the mankind. Yes indeed i had this question mark in my mind before.

Me myself feel that i am not perfect at all. i couldnt do this and i couldn't do that. i am just not satisfied with it. why does he choose me to resit BM, whereas i really couldn't do it. to be honest. i am afraid. i hate myself not being a generous person and to be loved by God. so many disappointment in my life, that the fact that i could changed.

indeed. God showed me through this article that he is fair. he want us to know that everyone have their own limit. but we could as well live out from the limit. there is a choice that we can made in our living. even ppl with disability they can even live stronger than us. therefore, turn ur weakness to be a weapon that can against the strong battle. never let the obstacles there to stop us from moving on. IN GOD there is no limit.

i wanna to be a miracle that can show other that God is real. in his name and power, i shall be overcomer and stand extra firm. holding on my faith and be a tolerated person.

always remember that GOD IS GOOD. GOD IS really Good!

ramdom post

Almost the end of the Study Block. love the part that learn more and more. love the part that i am almost in the middle of point completing the course. Hooray! Nursing is like no end. tat is why i love the part can take challenge.

love myself being more straight.....to face certain people by telling them BACK OFF and LEAVE ME ALONE. and THIS IS ME.

in certain extent ...they might hate me...in other way...they neva know what i am thinking. and so do i. life is puzzle isnt? there is no point if i know the answer to my question. i must experiencing it. go through it and kick the life out of it.

well..give me a BREAK to be a stranger. even though the ABOVE ALL asking me to be more love given to them. but i really cannot do so. but i will try~ promise i will try. slowly.