a brand new place waiting for me...transfer from one place to another place indeed tired. but in my heart i believe God have his way for me... a new hospital a brand new setting a brand new ME.
i like the excitement and challenge. i like the roller coaster that i taken on with my close friend.
even though i love the place that i live now....the workplace i work now...the people that i closer to....
but then i cannot stand in the comfort zone. need to move on. with new chapter.
Good bye to Subang....hello to desa park.
together let us make a difference in desa park city hospital.
不是所有的再见都能再次相见。你永远不知道，谁会在哪次不经意地跟你说了再见之后，就再也不见。
Not every goodbye makes the next hello closer. It could mean forever.
Random thought: not everything that wil go smoothly as we wish.
Someone that cross my life, one day she wil go on to another pathway of life. She is special to me indeed.
sincerely i wish the best of her. i believe this is another good future that she wil face. u cheer my life up. u make me feel that i can be nice to people that i wan to in the way i wish too. never too fake. and u are the person that believe me that i am real WEIRDo.
Babe... live ur life To MAX. i believe that u wl be EXTRA HAPPY and continue to shine like a STAR. or HOTTIE? :)
Not every goodbye makes the next hello closer. It could mean forever.
Random thought: not everything that wil go smoothly as we wish.
Someone that cross my life, one day she wil go on to another pathway of life. She is special to me indeed.
sincerely i wish the best of her. i believe this is another good future that she wil face. u cheer my life up. u make me feel that i can be nice to people that i wan to in the way i wish too. never too fake. and u are the person that believe me that i am real WEIRDo.
Babe... live ur life To MAX. i believe that u wl be EXTRA HAPPY and continue to shine like a STAR. or HOTTIE? :)
shine over me..olalala
shine over me
I’m older than I am,
I wish you were here
Who am I, who I am
Surrounded by empty spaces
I need love, well, who doesn’t
Stand here
No tides no sand to drown my fears away
And I’ll wait, wait, wait for your love
And I’ll give, give it all
There ain’t no way, no way, the sun don’t shine it hide away
So shine over me
It’s inevitable
Everything around me changes even though I don’t want them to
I will be looking forward to what tomorrow has in store for me
I’m standing here
No tides no sand to drown my fears away
And I’ll wait, wait, wait for your love
And I’ll give, give it all
There ain’t no way, no way, the sun don’t shine it hide away
So shine over me
Crumbled heart
Broken words
I will face obstacles in life…
Somehow this song does reflect my current mood. my fren told me that i changed to more isolated, does anything of them bother me, she asked. i replied that why should i be the one always raise up problem even ppl surround me seem to be comfortable and dont even bother the problem exists. actually this already happened many times, i realised that there is no way i can make ppl understand me unless i duplicate thousand of me and live with thousand of me. so my fren...i choose to be quiet. i will wait for sun shine over me. i choose to step away as i always want to. to prevent myself to get hurt again and me to harm ur mood. there should not be any quarrel and shouting or even crying...coz there wil make no point for all of us coz there is empty love within us. seriously crumbled heart and broken words ....no tide no sand to drown my fears away....
i found another me. heading to somewhere~ olalala~
I’m older than I am,
I wish you were here
Who am I, who I am
Surrounded by empty spaces
I need love, well, who doesn’t
Stand here
No tides no sand to drown my fears away
And I’ll wait, wait, wait for your love
And I’ll give, give it all
There ain’t no way, no way, the sun don’t shine it hide away
So shine over me
It’s inevitable
Everything around me changes even though I don’t want them to
I will be looking forward to what tomorrow has in store for me
I’m standing here
No tides no sand to drown my fears away
And I’ll wait, wait, wait for your love
And I’ll give, give it all
There ain’t no way, no way, the sun don’t shine it hide away
So shine over me
Crumbled heart
Broken words
I will face obstacles in life…
Somehow this song does reflect my current mood. my fren told me that i changed to more isolated, does anything of them bother me, she asked. i replied that why should i be the one always raise up problem even ppl surround me seem to be comfortable and dont even bother the problem exists. actually this already happened many times, i realised that there is no way i can make ppl understand me unless i duplicate thousand of me and live with thousand of me. so my fren...i choose to be quiet. i will wait for sun shine over me. i choose to step away as i always want to. to prevent myself to get hurt again and me to harm ur mood. there should not be any quarrel and shouting or even crying...coz there wil make no point for all of us coz there is empty love within us. seriously crumbled heart and broken words ....no tide no sand to drown my fears away....
i found another me. heading to somewhere~ olalala~
to be the chosen ONE
Right now i am stil in my starting point. seeing a little child go through pain due to the wilm's tumour. can see that he is already used to the pain and there is nothing else that we can do. i realized that no everything wil always go as what we expected to be. the road wil be up and down somehow. i am lucky to able breathing as a normal human being and to have ppl around me to love me.
Deep in my heart, want to give him a pat and telling him that jia u, little one.
Nursing is a noble professional that not everyone that can bear with all the stressful situation. i believe somehow we are the chosen one to be here to cure and care for ppl in need. somehow i want my journey to be the different one. to touch and to make a difference throughout the journey. it wil be tough. i know i wil be there so where.
Deep in my heart, want to give him a pat and telling him that jia u, little one.
Nursing is a noble professional that not everyone that can bear with all the stressful situation. i believe somehow we are the chosen one to be here to cure and care for ppl in need. somehow i want my journey to be the different one. to touch and to make a difference throughout the journey. it wil be tough. i know i wil be there so where.
2nd week of my mentormeeteeship
unbelievable feeling that i am actually step into my nursing career life. somehow or rather, i being lead to work in NICU...something unexpected. previously, i am always thought that working with babies is something nice to heard, but eventually not something that i want to touch on. coz babies are so fragile. need being extra ultimate careful when come to handle with them.
eventually, i am end up with loving it. something new and interesting to learn, due to the physiology changes is totally different from adult. i am fall in love with it.
SO...how is my life recently?? up and down i guess. and i am stil ALIVE.
WORKING PART: I got a good mentor to teach me. and i am glad that i am actually in a good department for grow and SHINE. haha.
REL PART: Moving in with my MCA gangster. we actually had conflict but i think we are doing it quite well in the way of solving the problem. i guess the origin of it must be LOVE. INDEED, I feel i am lucky to have them around. to lean on.
EXTRA PART: received call from Ms CM that i got the something award from MALAYSIA nursing board for getting good result in the nursing board exam. something that out of my expectation. WELL, coz the exam seems easy until everyone out from the exam hall mentioned that we now competitive for HIGHEST MARKS. "i was like WO... HUMAN BEING..." HAPPY for it coz it is for my effort and praise God for such blessing. and make my parent proud and even my lecturer as well.
so yay... JUST BE MYSELF :)
WORKING PART: I got a good mentor to teach me. and i am glad that i am actually in a good department for grow and SHINE. haha.
REL PART: Moving in with my MCA gangster. we actually had conflict but i think we are doing it quite well in the way of solving the problem. i guess the origin of it must be LOVE. INDEED, I feel i am lucky to have them around. to lean on.
EXTRA PART: received call from Ms CM that i got the something award from MALAYSIA nursing board for getting good result in the nursing board exam. something that out of my expectation. WELL, coz the exam seems easy until everyone out from the exam hall mentioned that we now competitive for HIGHEST MARKS. "i was like WO... HUMAN BEING..." HAPPY for it coz it is for my effort and praise God for such blessing. and make my parent proud and even my lecturer as well.
so yay... JUST BE MYSELF :)
NEW
LAST day of my farewell was totally unforgettable. certain unhappy thing is happened. it really changed my mind that people are hardly to be called "trust". many of the things i am asking myself for the reason of friendship? for the origin of it? many ppl telling me tat its just a link of benefit. i cannot deny it coz the reality does show it. lastly the one get hurt will be ME. actually does this friendship meant anything to them>? or even to myself is becomes undefined.
it is hurting for helping those ppl who begging for help, lastly they wil turned back and just walked away with their waving hand free. and i wil be asking myself i can't just leave them and go at that time. and i wil telling all my memory cell to memorize how to self protect inner side, prevent from any loss or damage. at last i stil repeat the same mistake. stubborn me.....
at this stage, until i realise that i cannot make anybody happy, i want to make myself happy and my family 2. who the hell are they to disturb me? walk my way, i dont wan ppl to affect me. as in anything.
JUST.... WALK MY WAY
black spot of my life
PRAISE the lord that I got my LJM slip. after all the things that i am going through...finally it's coming to the end of my diploma journey.
seriously....nobody can realize how happy i was when i got the slip!
and continue with the news of!!!!
i am going to work in ICU. A DREAM THAT I AM ALWAYS WANT TO HOLD on for these 3 years. ACTUALLY I thought they going to put me in NICU. but ya. Praise the lord for giving the BEST. even though i am not sure whether i can handle this job or not. but one thing for sure...i need to give the best strike toward it.
praise the god for letting us to find a very nice house for settling down. it seems like everything is good at this moment.
today i went to work in surgical a nt, for replacement of EMERGENCY LEAVE. for these 3 years, i never skipped class. because of attending friend's wedding, i need to fill up this black hole. sigh... until whole class laugh at my black spot of my life. hahaha....i going to name myself as ALICE'S BLACK SPOT.COM. JOKE BETWEEN me and ee von. but it was a awesome replacement day, at least i went to a ward that i am always want to explore. to realize how a cancer affect one's life. cervical cancer if not do pap smear...breast cancer if u not been practicing BSE. SOMETIMES, PREVENTIVE BETTER THAN CURE. seriously. today i assisted dr to do BMA and been like a maid of crystal wong to do the observation. seriously, she is talking too much. communication skill is 100% overload. but ya it turned out my replacement day is not so bad as i think of... coz of this S.T.U.P.I.D GIRL hahaha.
awkward moment
this week i spent most of time for playing none stop. started from outing with Ms K, CONTINUE with nurse's day in wetworld shah alam. and went back home for fren's wedding.
yap skin is tanned or darked. and i am looked healthy actually. better than pale looking.
start with Ms K outing to waterfall was absolutely awesome. very appreciated for my Ci to organize such a awesome gathering.
continue with the choir team for closing for the nurse's day event. all my classmates was blasted with readiness for singing out loud for celebration of nurse's day. it was fantastic and i believe we did the best for it.
went back to hometown with my MCA fren. filled our stomach with local foods. spending relaxing times in kampung. chillz for preparation of exam.
the part that ending with awkward moment when i am attend the wedding. i felt that i am pin on the excitement balloon.
well yay. this 3 weeks need to work very hard for the LJM exam. beginning of my journey. AS STAFF NURSE. WUSAI!!
unplanned?
another 4 more weeks!!! my final moment LJM.
to be honest, i feel my mind is totally blank. i wasted past 3 weeks for doing nothing but yet there is something. so i going to make my next 4 weeks packed with planned schedule. and yet there were quite a number of occasion to squeezed in: lee chin's wedding, NURSING day, and outing to waterfall, MOTHER'S DAY.
sometimes to have something that unplanned can make life a bit more excitement right?
telling myself to go with FLOW. AND GROW WITH FLOW.
PAST 1 WEEK, went for the interview for job application. to be honest, i dont feel i did well during the interview. my passion is hidden. i didnt really show it out. they didnt ask me a lot of questions. sincerely pray that i can get my FIRST CHOICE.
PAST 1 WEEK, BEEN argue with my sister. the most hurting part is broken my parent's heart. i told my mum that i didnt do well as a elderly sister, if i can be more better, i can gain respect from her.
life is moving on.
dengan- mu tuhan- true worshipper
IN HOUSE is coming. to be honest, am i ready? i dunno know. ppl said i am always ready. but sometimes i could be the exemption from the typical good student. dont ever expect me to be tat GOOD.
FAITH CAN DO MORE THAN I COULD EVER THINK OF! somehow this song make me energetic even though i dont understand it much. i believe that hanya kau tuhan make me stronger. in faith, there is much more that God tat wan me to do.
FAITH CAN DO MORE THAN I COULD EVER THINK OF! somehow this song make me energetic even though i dont understand it much. i believe that hanya kau tuhan make me stronger. in faith, there is much more that God tat wan me to do.
DENGAN-MU TUHAN
Tak pernah kuragu
Akan kesetiaanMu
Kau pegang hidupku
Akan kesetiaanMu
Kau pegang hidupku
Verse 2
Sepenuh jiwakuKu yakin dan percaya
Kau tuntun langkahku
Sepenuh jiwakuKu yakin dan percaya
Kau tuntun langkahku
Pre Chorus
Yesus Kaulah Raja dalam hidupku Berkuasa berjaya untuk s’lamanya
Yesus Kaulah Raja dalam hidupku Berkuasa berjaya untuk s’lamanya
Chorus
Hanya Kau Tuhan
Sumber Kekuatan
Kuasa-Mu tercurah
Bagiku s’nantiasa
DenganMu TuhanKu kan berjalan
Dari kemuliaan
Sampai kemuliaan
S’lamanya
Hanya Kau Tuhan
Sumber Kekuatan
Kuasa-Mu tercurah
Bagiku s’nantiasa
DenganMu TuhanKu kan berjalan
Dari kemuliaan
Sampai kemuliaan
S’lamanya
Presence?
was starting my management posting in my hospital. for 2 weeks in certain ward, i wil be assigned with a mentor to guide me for get used to the management in the hospital. it is a totally new things to me. kind of like a burden for me, coz i going to work there in the future.
Therefore, i hope or aim for understand more about the hospital setting. using the computer system, writing report, pass over the work to another shift, arrange for treatment for patient etc. basically other than that, add on the safe care give to the patient is need as well. it is very tough to be a nurse. writing paper work for numerous patient, physically mentally even emotionally need to care for them.
how is my management? to be honest, i am positive about it before that. when thing are strike me, i meant really striking me. i start to tremble down my faith to be positive.
in this reality world, some people not to care how many thing u are done to them, or even appreciate. when u are make one mistake, they wil start to blame each other. people only wil looking at ur weakness n aim for against the another party.
if somehow they are appreciate ur presence, acknowledge the presence of a student nurse as the future caregiver to the patient. i believe the whole process is smooth. Right?
Note to myself: to stay stronger! in faith! never give up! i can do better!
thanks to my bro that cheering me up. after he knew that i cut by a razor, so sweet of him that calling me to have a long conversation n telling me that he is loving me. singing 月亮代表我的心 via phone, it really does melts my heart.
Note to myself: to stay stronger! in faith! never give up! i can do better!
thanks to my bro that cheering me up. after he knew that i cut by a razor, so sweet of him that calling me to have a long conversation n telling me that he is loving me. singing 月亮代表我的心 via phone, it really does melts my heart.
阿乐 - 黑糖
Initiated mode- management
this week going to medical B for my management. first day we were very blurred in everything. i learn to be spoke out and be humble for the ppl who wan to teach us. saying sorry not for the sake of smoothing out the flow. actually from the heart, saying sorry for not able to catch up with thing when they are teaching us. it is a GOOD start. Positive thinking initiated my starting journey. i am excited actually.
today is my off day. listening to song, partially doing my preparation for LJM. my fren april 2009 going to sit for LJM in next 2 weeks times, it likes the front like going to send down to war world 3. i know she can score well one. i am lucky to meet her tho, she support me throughout my studies, sharing knowledge and gossip. somehow i am way too stubborn than she think i am, at least she trying her best to understand me. NG HUI MOI thank u. good luck for ur coming exam, afterward u can fly up high.
ppl often tell me that ur young sis become staff nurse first, why u take the course so late one? then i am being very nicely replied their curiosity question. sometimes i wonder that why they need to care what is happened in my LIFE.
Dream either seems small or big, but it stil count as a dream right?and dream is not just for ppl that mend to be compromise the goal, i believe dream is also for ppl that hang halfway, stuck somewhere, rest in between. it just the clever person take fastest pathway to reach the goal, whereas the sloooow person take longest distance to reach the goal. but i believe in between the sloow person learn to grow in EQ and enjoy every scene that passed by.
and I AM TAT slow PERSON lo. WHO CARE? Quality is the matter, NOT THE quantity.
today is my off day. listening to song, partially doing my preparation for LJM. my fren april 2009 going to sit for LJM in next 2 weeks times, it likes the front like going to send down to war world 3. i know she can score well one. i am lucky to meet her tho, she support me throughout my studies, sharing knowledge and gossip. somehow i am way too stubborn than she think i am, at least she trying her best to understand me. NG HUI MOI thank u. good luck for ur coming exam, afterward u can fly up high.
ppl often tell me that ur young sis become staff nurse first, why u take the course so late one? then i am being very nicely replied their curiosity question. sometimes i wonder that why they need to care what is happened in my LIFE.
Dream either seems small or big, but it stil count as a dream right?and dream is not just for ppl that mend to be compromise the goal, i believe dream is also for ppl that hang halfway, stuck somewhere, rest in between. it just the clever person take fastest pathway to reach the goal, whereas the sloooow person take longest distance to reach the goal. but i believe in between the sloow person learn to grow in EQ and enjoy every scene that passed by.
and I AM TAT slow PERSON lo. WHO CARE? Quality is the matter, NOT THE quantity.
ER- posting
inside JOKE.
there was once my fren told me that she saw ghost when they were driving back from their hometown and driving in speed of over 130km/hour. both of the ppl inside the car also saw the while shadows passed by in SLOOOW MOTION. then i told my family about this scary ghost story happened in highway. after being rephrased by her...it turned into funny joke.
my mum replied me back : "of course, she can see the ghost with driving in fast speed coz she almost near the death wat."
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stil got 3 more weeks, my heart beat getting faster for count down to IN HOUSE exam. am i prepare? ermmm... i not SURE. to meet the requirement of 65/100 question is not easy tho. especially MULTIPLE CHOICE QUESTION= time bomb anytime.
wat to do. i need to choose to love it right?
EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT posting was very interesting. it is like TOUCH AND GO work. good part is not a lot of paper work, trained to be ALERT all the times. which really make me AND Sera being totally alert with surrounding.
Talking about posting matez who i am lucky to have, at least throughout the clinical posting, i am always NOT ALONE. WE GROW up POSITIVELY together. the funny moment we share, and the SUFFERING moment we share when we are freezing till numbness during night shift and chasing the CROSS like nobody bussiness. i glad to have them besides me to share n appreciated each other. WORd cannot describe my feeling toward them all my posting colleagues- Sera, Mas, Sheila B, Subatra, Ee Von, Crystal, tanisha, Rosbi, Shai.
Back to emergency department, i saw plenty much interesting case such as superfical gas leaking burn case, suicidal case- poisoning ingest, Code Blue BID case, APO, MVA, suturing, chemical splash etc etc.i very salute some staff nurse that being totally passion toward their work, a excellent communicator with the patient. it remind me to be such good passionate person to care for emotional view of patient even busy and tough times i going to face. simple thing that we learn to ask patient to DBE, instruct them what is the procedure going on to be.
:) well, LIFE IS TILL GOOD.
there was once my fren told me that she saw ghost when they were driving back from their hometown and driving in speed of over 130km/hour. both of the ppl inside the car also saw the while shadows passed by in SLOOOW MOTION. then i told my family about this scary ghost story happened in highway. after being rephrased by her...it turned into funny joke.
my mum replied me back : "of course, she can see the ghost with driving in fast speed coz she almost near the death wat."
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stil got 3 more weeks, my heart beat getting faster for count down to IN HOUSE exam. am i prepare? ermmm... i not SURE. to meet the requirement of 65/100 question is not easy tho. especially MULTIPLE CHOICE QUESTION= time bomb anytime.
wat to do. i need to choose to love it right?
EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT posting was very interesting. it is like TOUCH AND GO work. good part is not a lot of paper work, trained to be ALERT all the times. which really make me AND Sera being totally alert with surrounding.
Talking about posting matez who i am lucky to have, at least throughout the clinical posting, i am always NOT ALONE. WE GROW up POSITIVELY together. the funny moment we share, and the SUFFERING moment we share when we are freezing till numbness during night shift and chasing the CROSS like nobody bussiness. i glad to have them besides me to share n appreciated each other. WORd cannot describe my feeling toward them all my posting colleagues- Sera, Mas, Sheila B, Subatra, Ee Von, Crystal, tanisha, Rosbi, Shai.
Back to emergency department, i saw plenty much interesting case such as superfical gas leaking burn case, suicidal case- poisoning ingest, Code Blue BID case, APO, MVA, suturing, chemical splash etc etc.i very salute some staff nurse that being totally passion toward their work, a excellent communicator with the patient. it remind me to be such good passionate person to care for emotional view of patient even busy and tough times i going to face. simple thing that we learn to ask patient to DBE, instruct them what is the procedure going on to be.
:) well, LIFE IS TILL GOOD.
How He Loves Us - Kim Walker / Jesus Culture with Lyrics
He is jealous for me
Love's like a hurricane,
I am a tree
Bending beneath the weight of
His wind and mercy
When all of a sudden, I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory
and I realize just how beautiful You are and how great your affections are for me.
Oh, how He loves us so
Oh, how He loves us
How He loves us so.
(x2)
Yeah, He loves us
Whoa, how He loves us
Whoa, how He loves us
Whoa, how He loves.
(x2)
We are His portion and
He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption
by the grace in His eyes
If grace is an ocean, we're all sinking
So heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss and my heart turns
violently inside of my chest
I don't have time to maintain these regrets when I think about the way
He loves us,
whoa, how He loves us
whoa, how He loves us
Whoa, how He loves
(x2)
Yeah, He loves us
Whoa, how He loves us
Whoa, how He loves us
Whoa, how He loves.
Yeah, He loves us
He loves us
He loves us
He loves.
Yeah, He loves us
Whoa, how He loves us
Whoa, how He loves us
Whoa, how He loves
He loves us,
Whoa, how He loves us
Whoa, how He loves us
Whoa, how He loves
currently listening to this song, song that filled with God's love. and it reminded me that he loves me. i am lucky to be embraced with his fullest of grace and he will be prepare the front road for me. there shouldnt be any fear, there is hope, strength reaches to me. even though there is uncertainty, none possibility tat i can count on, i promised myself that i MUST always believe...... i should always remember all the wonders he has done. there is nothing impossible in HIM....amen.
Self- Fish
well today i felt i did a very bad thing. yes indeed i did a very very bad thing. to my dearest fren. first time seeing her cry in front of me after all these years. i admit that i am cold heart than her. coz i must learn to be strong start from now. in the reality, i am learning myself to be independent. coz my character is a soft heart person, and i am always expect ppl to be good, no intention to do mean thing.
throughout my studies, i learn that ppl are selfish. i am always being hurt by ppl who is i being nice.i learn that ppl only get benefit from u without paying u back. YES love is no barrier, expect nothing in return. I KNOW. but i can choose who i like, rite? from there, i get less pain.i am prevent myself to get pain.
for example, why ppl are expect us to prepare everything for them? why can they hv initiative to prepare n to ask and to get the good outcome, rite? sorry my heart not big enough for ppl to step over. and i have no times to care what are u talking back of me. coz ur word is meaningless toward me.
life is moving on. this is my life. i wil want to make it better. for the ppl that i wan to. there are more ppl that i should have care and think about.
throughout my studies, i learn that ppl are selfish. i am always being hurt by ppl who is i being nice.i learn that ppl only get benefit from u without paying u back. YES love is no barrier, expect nothing in return. I KNOW. but i can choose who i like, rite? from there, i get less pain.i am prevent myself to get pain.
for example, why ppl are expect us to prepare everything for them? why can they hv initiative to prepare n to ask and to get the good outcome, rite? sorry my heart not big enough for ppl to step over. and i have no times to care what are u talking back of me. coz ur word is meaningless toward me.
life is moving on. this is my life. i wil want to make it better. for the ppl that i wan to. there are more ppl that i should have care and think about.
Got my semester 5 result. unexpected but pray the God for giving such a gift. haha.
LAST semester of my diploma nursing. first week. already very tension of all assignment and research study. i find sedated myself to ALL IZ WELL is good for temporary escape from SOB and anxiety. my lecturer advised us not to stop in Diploma only. must fink about moving up to PHD. haha. will continue to gain knowledge after diploma but i dont wan to get PHD (permanent head damage). i am happy that she is teaching us this semester, give such a booster shock of motivation to us. in addition, she still remember to own me A PRESENT. HAHA. she really had good memory in remember of my whole classmate name even after 1 year not teaching us.
Research is really giving me a headache. praise God for giving me a good idea of how to start. going to read and read again. search again and again.
went outing with my sis- Jiayee on sunday. bought a new glasses- WHITE one also. very modern style coz i dont my patient to think i am serious. haha. and settle my shopping list for CNY. :) it was good.
Feel guilty for nt accompany jessicar. when the thought of she plan to coming to have a sleepover with me is nightmare also lar....she will be a happy particle to influence me but also a TROUBLESOME one. i felt i am like taking care a pet. she wil throw fing everywhere & conquer my bed 2/3 =.= back pain. moreover invade my LAPTOP.CONTINUE asking my second sis to feed her. sigh----> finish up our stock supply. i telling myself tat i must be firm ----> for NOT allow her to come. hahahah.... i stil love u o! jessicar. we shall meet during CNY.
very good quote from a genius,
"if you can't explain it simply, you don't understand it well enough." einstein quotes
see whether u can get the meaning of this??
LAST semester of my diploma nursing. first week. already very tension of all assignment and research study. i find sedated myself to ALL IZ WELL is good for temporary escape from SOB and anxiety. my lecturer advised us not to stop in Diploma only. must fink about moving up to PHD. haha. will continue to gain knowledge after diploma but i dont wan to get PHD (permanent head damage). i am happy that she is teaching us this semester, give such a booster shock of motivation to us. in addition, she still remember to own me A PRESENT. HAHA. she really had good memory in remember of my whole classmate name even after 1 year not teaching us.
Research is really giving me a headache. praise God for giving me a good idea of how to start. going to read and read again. search again and again.
went outing with my sis- Jiayee on sunday. bought a new glasses- WHITE one also. very modern style coz i dont my patient to think i am serious. haha. and settle my shopping list for CNY. :) it was good.
Feel guilty for nt accompany jessicar. when the thought of she plan to coming to have a sleepover with me is nightmare also lar....she will be a happy particle to influence me but also a TROUBLESOME one. i felt i am like taking care a pet. she wil throw fing everywhere & conquer my bed 2/3 =.= back pain. moreover invade my LAPTOP.CONTINUE asking my second sis to feed her. sigh----> finish up our stock supply. i telling myself tat i must be firm ----> for NOT allow her to come. hahahah.... i stil love u o! jessicar. we shall meet during CNY.
very good quote from a genius,
"if you can't explain it simply, you don't understand it well enough." einstein quotes
see whether u can get the meaning of this??
