semester 3! got my result. was satisfied for what i get. at least i did try my best and gain what i deserve i guess. this semester, i have decided what area i going to further study on. and at least, i felt nursing is totally in my thingy!! of course not because i get good result. it about i learn what i been taught, then i put it in my practical. e.g teaching patient to use MDI in proper way, giving correct advice for patient who have vomit for 6 times, assist the doc to complete the chest tube insertion procedure etc.
this semester i really enjoyed it. with new knowledge implant, new true fren surrounded. and a lot of bad experience and some good tho. it did make me grow.
oh well~
it stil long way to go till the end. right now, i stil not having the heart to stay in steady state. coz of the BM qualification. getting the license seem like something i pushing myself to accomplish.
i need a miracle? yes perhaps. a little courage??? might be. in real... i only desperate for ONE thing.
unforgetful experience- CCU
Been working in CCU for one week. it was extradiordinary experience. the staff nurse seems to be knowing a lot of thing= genius. seeing the ECG monitoring, ventilator function and fast and effective working speed, everyday is a stressful day for all of them. most of patient admitted there are having cardiac disorder and every minute is like life saving moment. every thing they do must be perfect, no doubt for their excellent nursing skills.
of course, i meet one bad staff nurse la...it made my day totally BLUE. i cried for the sarcastic things she told me, but then...may be my nasolacrimal duct is blocked somehow need to be release! haha. forget the past, i still need to move forward. i care nothing for her saying.
seeing some patient having speedy recovery is amazing experience. holding their hands, telling them that they have to be strong from heart. i almost cried in front of him after seeing him not need to depend on ventilator.
i realize myself for being different from last time, haha, become more "thick face". the communication skill is improved and caring level increases plus plus. it was good to realize i am stil not yet becoming COLD BLOODED. ala...i am not puji sendiri lar, just a little motivation for myself. hehe.
i meet one very good senior. now she is a cardiac lab staff nurse, she was explain everything about the angiogram to me. i felt tat i am lucky to meet her even though i dont know her tat much. there are still got good ppl around de.
back to home, relax for 2 days. after recharge, now back to reality again.
of course, i meet one bad staff nurse la...it made my day totally BLUE. i cried for the sarcastic things she told me, but then...may be my nasolacrimal duct is blocked somehow need to be release! haha. forget the past, i still need to move forward. i care nothing for her saying.
seeing some patient having speedy recovery is amazing experience. holding their hands, telling them that they have to be strong from heart. i almost cried in front of him after seeing him not need to depend on ventilator.
i realize myself for being different from last time, haha, become more "thick face". the communication skill is improved and caring level increases plus plus. it was good to realize i am stil not yet becoming COLD BLOODED. ala...i am not puji sendiri lar, just a little motivation for myself. hehe.
i meet one very good senior. now she is a cardiac lab staff nurse, she was explain everything about the angiogram to me. i felt tat i am lucky to meet her even though i dont know her tat much. there are still got good ppl around de.
back to home, relax for 2 days. after recharge, now back to reality again.
SO far.
have been long time havent updated my blog. Nothing new to updated.
hmm...last few weeks posted to special ward like postnatal, labour and nursery. it was fun to see babies and realise the pain to delivery child. most importantly, i get the feeling of GOD is there whenever there is a newborn. seeing the first sight of the baby being delivered and really want to tell them that WELCOME TO WORLD.
havent been wrapping a lot of babies and kissing them and smelling them. indeeed..i would like to bite them and taste them but that is a incorrect action i guess. haha. their cry is like aN OPERA. their gasping reflex telling me that dont leave ME. totally love the part of hugging them and seeing them open their eyes seeing this curious world. haha
i told my fren i love to work there. NO STRESS LAR. SEEING newborn is a happiness thing wat. She told me that i should do something bigger than tat. it would be a waste for me to work there. such a nice talk from her, it made me to know i should learn to share more and more.
Seeing the mother hug the baby and they seem forget the pain that they have been going through. THAT IS Love that i always have been surrounded. from GOD and from my FAMILY. unlimited and never fail me either.
LIFE IS REALLY REALLLLY PRECIOUS. there is only ONE life. that i can live on.
SO FAR...i stil love nursing. it really make me think for further more about LIFE. to be a better person and make a difference in this world. A BIG vision to touching life.
hmm...last few weeks posted to special ward like postnatal, labour and nursery. it was fun to see babies and realise the pain to delivery child. most importantly, i get the feeling of GOD is there whenever there is a newborn. seeing the first sight of the baby being delivered and really want to tell them that WELCOME TO WORLD.
havent been wrapping a lot of babies and kissing them and smelling them. indeeed..i would like to bite them and taste them but that is a incorrect action i guess. haha. their cry is like aN OPERA. their gasping reflex telling me that dont leave ME. totally love the part of hugging them and seeing them open their eyes seeing this curious world. haha
i told my fren i love to work there. NO STRESS LAR. SEEING newborn is a happiness thing wat. She told me that i should do something bigger than tat. it would be a waste for me to work there. such a nice talk from her, it made me to know i should learn to share more and more.
Seeing the mother hug the baby and they seem forget the pain that they have been going through. THAT IS Love that i always have been surrounded. from GOD and from my FAMILY. unlimited and never fail me either.
LIFE IS REALLY REALLLLY PRECIOUS. there is only ONE life. that i can live on.
SO FAR...i stil love nursing. it really make me think for further more about LIFE. to be a better person and make a difference in this world. A BIG vision to touching life.
MY way
End of the study block. 6 more weeks i have to face the final summative exam. really need to sort out my times in more organized way. Somemore i have to learn to do the case studies.
Praise the Lord that everything is good in his will. let me be the salt of the earth, continuing influence other with the image of Above all. Praise the Lord that i can lead my group well with the heart of servant. I really can see the effort that deserve for the good outcomes. really appreciate my group members to tolerant with 'fussy+ perfect' me.
Someone told me that i shouldn't keep a friendship that a person would bother a life of mine. i wish i can let go and i wish that i am ready. but i know deep in me, i still care but i am learning to become resistant to it. this will be not my obstacles.
i should value those ppl that treat me as a treasure friend. continue my journey with them. i believe they are those ppl will keep me in accompany and go through every difficulties with me. with the support and encouragement, i shall gain strength from it.
Praise the Lord that everything is good in his will. let me be the salt of the earth, continuing influence other with the image of Above all. Praise the Lord that i can lead my group well with the heart of servant. I really can see the effort that deserve for the good outcomes. really appreciate my group members to tolerant with 'fussy+ perfect' me.
Someone told me that i shouldn't keep a friendship that a person would bother a life of mine. i wish i can let go and i wish that i am ready. but i know deep in me, i still care but i am learning to become resistant to it. this will be not my obstacles.
i should value those ppl that treat me as a treasure friend. continue my journey with them. i believe they are those ppl will keep me in accompany and go through every difficulties with me. with the support and encouragement, i shall gain strength from it.
Overcomer
starting from tmr, back to study block for another 2 weeks. the class started from 8am to 6pm. it gonna to tough for me to fall in sleep. 2 presentation next week. test might coming up as well.
so many thing to do. i cannot believe that i also half way through my course. i must stop looking backward. looking forward for good thing that God prepare for me. finding a way for me to learn all the diagnosis.
i must give the best to the above all. make a big impact to others. Yes indeed. trouble and obstacles are in front. i sure this this only make me stronger. i shall be the overcomer and continue to trust in my faithful God, He never left me in darkness.
this times, challenge myself for BEING ABLE TO BE GOOD TO THOSE ENEMY. In God everything is possible.
God i know
- City Harvest Church
so many thing to do. i cannot believe that i also half way through my course. i must stop looking backward. looking forward for good thing that God prepare for me. finding a way for me to learn all the diagnosis.
i must give the best to the above all. make a big impact to others. Yes indeed. trouble and obstacles are in front. i sure this this only make me stronger. i shall be the overcomer and continue to trust in my faithful God, He never left me in darkness.
this times, challenge myself for BEING ABLE TO BE GOOD TO THOSE ENEMY. In God everything is possible.
God i know
- City Harvest Church
When the stage is bare tonight
There’s no one else
Just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There’s no pretense
I’m on my knees
I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It’s all because of You
All because of You
The God I know
Righteous and Holy
The God I know
Faithful and true
The God I know
My tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed
The God I know
Light of the City
The God I know
Strengthens the weak
The God I know
Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we
This is my cry
My one desire
More of You
More of You
The church He knows
Righteous and Holy
The church He knows
Is faithful and true
The church He knows
A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed
The church He knows
Light of this city
The church He knows
Strengthens the weak
The church He knows
Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we
looking back
so many things happened this week.
the most serious is i lost my cross book (a book that contain list of procedures to be completed for my course and signed by clinical instructor).
am i that forgetful? i dont want to deny it. through my analysis, i dont even can think of a way to lose my cross book. except from stolen by someone. Arghhhhhh............it was like admit myself as a clumsy and useless nurse. Hate really can make a person turned to be MAD. u must be ready to be betrayed by other but at the same times u must learn to protect urself.
the lesson i learn from it.................be humble and take it positive. may be god want me to redo and neva sitting in a comfortable position. it's alrite, it not yet the end of the world. i trust myself can do better than that.
be a wisdom person, able to think in a different way. i guess this is what my heavenly father want me to be and going through.
the most serious is i lost my cross book (a book that contain list of procedures to be completed for my course and signed by clinical instructor).
am i that forgetful? i dont want to deny it. through my analysis, i dont even can think of a way to lose my cross book. except from stolen by someone. Arghhhhhh............it was like admit myself as a clumsy and useless nurse. Hate really can make a person turned to be MAD. u must be ready to be betrayed by other but at the same times u must learn to protect urself.
the lesson i learn from it.................be humble and take it positive. may be god want me to redo and neva sitting in a comfortable position. it's alrite, it not yet the end of the world. i trust myself can do better than that.
be a wisdom person, able to think in a different way. i guess this is what my heavenly father want me to be and going through.
home sweet home
i was going back home for last 4 days. i guess this is the longest time that i have spend with my family if counting back from this starting of year. i really hope that i could stay a bit more longer with my family.
despite all the house duties and the noises that i have been created at home, it was still sweet to back home. daddy and mummy are caring 4 me and having a lot fun with my sis and bro. there are 2 additional member added into my family. tuan tuan and yuan yuan. (new puppies).
we went to open house of my neighbor, have been tried hard for create topic between. it going very well tho. i like to being free. not stress of assignment lar.....conflict between ppl lar....blar blar blar.
now back to hostel. everything must back into routine. rushing for assignment again. i hope that i will not have insomnia for this next few days.
despite all the house duties and the noises that i have been created at home, it was still sweet to back home. daddy and mummy are caring 4 me and having a lot fun with my sis and bro. there are 2 additional member added into my family. tuan tuan and yuan yuan. (new puppies).
we went to open house of my neighbor, have been tried hard for create topic between. it going very well tho. i like to being free. not stress of assignment lar.....conflict between ppl lar....blar blar blar.
now back to hostel. everything must back into routine. rushing for assignment again. i hope that i will not have insomnia for this next few days.
first week posting of semester 3. other than the cap got one more line (means that Senior of SuperJunior), i felt that the burden is heavier compared to before. especially when we do procedure must be 100% correct, must handle things with extra care and full attention must be give to patient. indeed i love posting in medsurg A especially under MS ** (Clinical instructor).
well...other ppl might have other opinion on her. but for me, when i was posting with her, i really can spare some of my times and learn things from her. compared to before, i was wandering in the ward doing other things more than completing my cross. she really taught me a lot things.e.g i must give full attention to my patient and knowing the diagnosis of patient. dont just copy the report. must filter the report and get it store in my head. indeed she is a fair person, treating everyone are same. it was great.
one of my patient passed away. it was so hard to expect that he is leaving. coz he seems normal when i was on my shift. i was running up and down and searching a towel for sponging him. and i was able to holding a stranger hand and give the best care that i could to him. it was like the last journey that i have been with him. although i wasnt there when he passed away. but it's pain that when i heard the news. i really hope that the nurse or doctor could save him. it reminded me that the life of pt is on my hand.
sigh~ lord spare with strength to hang on there. let me regain my passion again. the dream of mine is hard to achieve. but nothing could be difficult in YOU. Refill my heart with ur love. so that i can show other ur love.
this week, felt tension due to my assignment. it seems like no start point for it. thanks to my members, they really give me support. whenever i told them the meeting times 10.30pm, they will attend punctually.but i was asleep at that times. i really appreciate the relationship within.
well...other ppl might have other opinion on her. but for me, when i was posting with her, i really can spare some of my times and learn things from her. compared to before, i was wandering in the ward doing other things more than completing my cross. she really taught me a lot things.e.g i must give full attention to my patient and knowing the diagnosis of patient. dont just copy the report. must filter the report and get it store in my head. indeed she is a fair person, treating everyone are same. it was great.
one of my patient passed away. it was so hard to expect that he is leaving. coz he seems normal when i was on my shift. i was running up and down and searching a towel for sponging him. and i was able to holding a stranger hand and give the best care that i could to him. it was like the last journey that i have been with him. although i wasnt there when he passed away. but it's pain that when i heard the news. i really hope that the nurse or doctor could save him. it reminded me that the life of pt is on my hand.
sigh~ lord spare with strength to hang on there. let me regain my passion again. the dream of mine is hard to achieve. but nothing could be difficult in YOU. Refill my heart with ur love. so that i can show other ur love.
this week, felt tension due to my assignment. it seems like no start point for it. thanks to my members, they really give me support. whenever i told them the meeting times 10.30pm, they will attend punctually.but i was asleep at that times. i really appreciate the relationship within.
weakness
recently i read a article about why do God still create mankind with disability? if he loved all of the mankind. Yes indeed i had this question mark in my mind before.
Me myself feel that i am not perfect at all. i couldnt do this and i couldn't do that. i am just not satisfied with it. why does he choose me to resit BM, whereas i really couldn't do it. to be honest. i am afraid. i hate myself not being a generous person and to be loved by God. so many disappointment in my life, that the fact that i could changed.
indeed. God showed me through this article that he is fair. he want us to know that everyone have their own limit. but we could as well live out from the limit. there is a choice that we can made in our living. even ppl with disability they can even live stronger than us. therefore, turn ur weakness to be a weapon that can against the strong battle. never let the obstacles there to stop us from moving on. IN GOD there is no limit.
i wanna to be a miracle that can show other that God is real. in his name and power, i shall be overcomer and stand extra firm. holding on my faith and be a tolerated person.
always remember that GOD IS GOOD. GOD IS really Good!
Me myself feel that i am not perfect at all. i couldnt do this and i couldn't do that. i am just not satisfied with it. why does he choose me to resit BM, whereas i really couldn't do it. to be honest. i am afraid. i hate myself not being a generous person and to be loved by God. so many disappointment in my life, that the fact that i could changed.
indeed. God showed me through this article that he is fair. he want us to know that everyone have their own limit. but we could as well live out from the limit. there is a choice that we can made in our living. even ppl with disability they can even live stronger than us. therefore, turn ur weakness to be a weapon that can against the strong battle. never let the obstacles there to stop us from moving on. IN GOD there is no limit.
i wanna to be a miracle that can show other that God is real. in his name and power, i shall be overcomer and stand extra firm. holding on my faith and be a tolerated person.
always remember that GOD IS GOOD. GOD IS really Good!
ramdom post
Almost the end of the Study Block. love the part that learn more and more. love the part that i am almost in the middle of point completing the course. Hooray! Nursing is like no end. tat is why i love the part can take challenge.
love myself being more straight.....to face certain people by telling them BACK OFF and LEAVE ME ALONE. and THIS IS ME.
in certain extent ...they might hate me...in other way...they neva know what i am thinking. and so do i. life is puzzle isnt? there is no point if i know the answer to my question. i must experiencing it. go through it and kick the life out of it.
well..give me a BREAK to be a stranger. even though the ABOVE ALL asking me to be more love given to them. but i really cannot do so. but i will try~ promise i will try. slowly.
love myself being more straight.....to face certain people by telling them BACK OFF and LEAVE ME ALONE. and THIS IS ME.
in certain extent ...they might hate me...in other way...they neva know what i am thinking. and so do i. life is puzzle isnt? there is no point if i know the answer to my question. i must experiencing it. go through it and kick the life out of it.
well..give me a BREAK to be a stranger. even though the ABOVE ALL asking me to be more love given to them. but i really cannot do so. but i will try~ promise i will try. slowly.
just another day
yesterday, i really did had a good relaxing sleep over day in Debra's big family house. it was totally awesome night. first me and cat were invited to their house for one day sleep over since saturday is Sport day which the place located near their hostel. in order to ensure us not running away from decision we made, they actually follow us back to hostel and confirm we packed everything.
once we reached their area, they did oriented us about the surrounding place. me and cat found out that the house they are living now is the first place that we are supposed to be but in the end the fate changed us. haha....oh well~
they actually plan for a schedule for us to enjoy in their area and ensure there is no boredom. so EXERCISE indeed is the best method for relaxing our muscle and activate our brain cell.
Then they were walking down to petrol station for the sake of eating ice cream desire while it is raining out there. we were playing badminton at their indoor stadium..after that our lovely EE VOON cooked the PAN MEE and Crystal and Debra helping out in the kitchen. ME of course nothing to do other than checking out their personal private room lar. unfortunately, i didnt have a good camera phone for capture the best secret in the house.
between the times, EVA played guitar for entertainment and we sang christian song together. it was awesome when we were all together in the God's embrace. might be our voice is too sweet, then we kena complain from the strict warden. SHU PEI showed her guitar skill after being taught by EVA. she really did put effort for playing tat specific song. haha....may be tat is the simple thing she did expect from her love life.
after all, we really did have a fun times in their house. they were GREAT and SUPER NICE ppl. i really appreciated the friendship between each one of us. SIMPLE and LOVELY.i love their slogan and aspect of living "我們這一家" live like a family, live like there is no other day. JUST ENJOY!
mannie going to join their family on this sunday. hopefully she wont turned out so badly crazy like them. haha~
once we reached their area, they did oriented us about the surrounding place. me and cat found out that the house they are living now is the first place that we are supposed to be but in the end the fate changed us. haha....oh well~
they actually plan for a schedule for us to enjoy in their area and ensure there is no boredom. so EXERCISE indeed is the best method for relaxing our muscle and activate our brain cell.
Then they were walking down to petrol station for the sake of eating ice cream desire while it is raining out there. we were playing badminton at their indoor stadium..after that our lovely EE VOON cooked the PAN MEE and Crystal and Debra helping out in the kitchen. ME of course nothing to do other than checking out their personal private room lar. unfortunately, i didnt have a good camera phone for capture the best secret in the house.
between the times, EVA played guitar for entertainment and we sang christian song together. it was awesome when we were all together in the God's embrace. might be our voice is too sweet, then we kena complain from the strict warden. SHU PEI showed her guitar skill after being taught by EVA. she really did put effort for playing tat specific song. haha....may be tat is the simple thing she did expect from her love life.
after all, we really did have a fun times in their house. they were GREAT and SUPER NICE ppl. i really appreciated the friendship between each one of us. SIMPLE and LOVELY.i love their slogan and aspect of living "我們這一家" live like a family, live like there is no other day. JUST ENJOY!
mannie going to join their family on this sunday. hopefully she wont turned out so badly crazy like them. haha~
LA Vie
More assignment are coming up. too much to bear; too much to carry.
hopefully i can breathe easily once i got the solution. for all kind of problem.
to be honest...too many things that happened. heart broken.
but still mend the broken piece back to shape.
life is moving on. i must look at what i have and bear with what i dont have. and love the ppl surrounding me more. love myself even more. do the things i like. BE who i am.
i am scared and frightened when i am think of my future. first is my qualification BM. how the hell i am going to learn BM. i really dont know. only ABOVE ALL. i having insomia once i am thinking of this. I STILL believe nothing is impossible in Lord.
once i know i am the one left out from behind. i cried. even the person doesn't realize.
once i know i am only one indifferent from others. i cried. who the hell would care?
if there is no limitation. i am wil be free. if there isnt any opinion....i will not be shaken.
let me be free. tat is my prayer.
and this is the end of week 3.
hopefully i can breathe easily once i got the solution. for all kind of problem.
to be honest...too many things that happened. heart broken.
but still mend the broken piece back to shape.
life is moving on. i must look at what i have and bear with what i dont have. and love the ppl surrounding me more. love myself even more. do the things i like. BE who i am.
i am scared and frightened when i am think of my future. first is my qualification BM. how the hell i am going to learn BM. i really dont know. only ABOVE ALL. i having insomia once i am thinking of this. I STILL believe nothing is impossible in Lord.
once i know i am the one left out from behind. i cried. even the person doesn't realize.
once i know i am only one indifferent from others. i cried. who the hell would care?
if there is no limitation. i am wil be free. if there isnt any opinion....i will not be shaken.
let me be free. tat is my prayer.
and this is the end of week 3.
random post= Sem 3
this is first week back from Sem Break. first i lost my HP. (allow me to repeat***) yes i had lost my HP. now i am living in a non communicated zone from outer. what is the most hurting part is the memory card contain memory photos, songs and some remarkable videos.
have been sorting out hostel issue for my sis and a few of her fren. it was a bad disaster. well may be i am just too ke po chi. seeing them coming in this college, reminded me the process that i have been spending here. then i voluntary myself for helping the warden for update the database in my free times. seeing her having a unfinished work and unending queries, there is no one there for helping her. this is reality world. but i stil believe that :-
pic we took in the YSD award
(Guna, Izzah and Moi)
have been sorting out hostel issue for my sis and a few of her fren. it was a bad disaster. well may be i am just too ke po chi. seeing them coming in this college, reminded me the process that i have been spending here. then i voluntary myself for helping the warden for update the database in my free times. seeing her having a unfinished work and unending queries, there is no one there for helping her. this is reality world. but i stil believe that :-
“Many of the great achievements of the world were accomplished by tired and discouraged men who kept on working.” ~Author Unknown
“What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise” ~Author Unknown
pic we took in the YSD award(Guna, Izzah and Moi)
continue to shine!
Semester 2 holiday almost come to end. very fast indeed. PRAISE the lord for the good blessing that falling on me. he is the only one know mY NEEDS, my difficulties.
At last i not need to worry about my study fee and my hostel fee after i get the SDMC sponsorship. i only have to work for the hospital for 3 years. this is what i really hope for since i plan for further my study. it's miracle for how i get the sponsorship. firstly, the interview was smooth than i thought it can be. they didnt mention about my special qualification (coz i dont have Bm qualification). everything they asked me, i can answered without any doubt.
for this Sem 2, my results is not that good compared to previous Sem, but i had put my 100% effort into it. stil happy for what i get. but not satisfied.
for next Sem, it going to be tougher than ever!!!!!!! my GOALs ARE:
1. TO SURVIVE
2. STUDY FOR MY spm BM
3. LIVE A healthy lifestyle (if possible.)
4. SMILE OFTEN
5. CONTINUE MY dream
6. to live extraordinary life
7. Influencing other ppl
8. LESS movie. MORE BM STORY (i try!!!)
for the better life leading to me froM Lord. Strike for excellence! everything is possible in HIM.
At last i not need to worry about my study fee and my hostel fee after i get the SDMC sponsorship. i only have to work for the hospital for 3 years. this is what i really hope for since i plan for further my study. it's miracle for how i get the sponsorship. firstly, the interview was smooth than i thought it can be. they didnt mention about my special qualification (coz i dont have Bm qualification). everything they asked me, i can answered without any doubt.
for this Sem 2, my results is not that good compared to previous Sem, but i had put my 100% effort into it. stil happy for what i get. but not satisfied.
for next Sem, it going to be tougher than ever!!!!!!! my GOALs ARE:1. TO SURVIVE
2. STUDY FOR MY spm BM
3. LIVE A healthy lifestyle (if possible.)
4. SMILE OFTEN
5. CONTINUE MY dream
6. to live extraordinary life
7. Influencing other ppl
8. LESS movie. MORE BM STORY (i try!!!)
for the better life leading to me froM Lord. Strike for excellence! everything is possible in HIM.
Be a builder
i sure everyone wil have their "down" times. means everything comes out not smooth as we thought it can be. not what we expect. not what we believe. not within our standard.
i have my own measurement tapes to judge other. oftenly i have my own point of view to do things and might create conflict between. then i seek for any improvement for the relationship. in the end...no conclusion. i might as well leave the answer BLANK.
i dislike ppl fail me and scared to being betrayed by others. what is more the improve? what can be avoid to not getting hurt?
to be honest...........i dont know. what is right to do? what is wrong to do?
so.let jesus take my burden away. live freely and love within. Yes i might get hurt. indeed. i still wanna to be a builder can restore ppl relationship. i want to live in a life extraordinary with Lord. live future out in today. Not other day.
i have my own measurement tapes to judge other. oftenly i have my own point of view to do things and might create conflict between. then i seek for any improvement for the relationship. in the end...no conclusion. i might as well leave the answer BLANK.
i dislike ppl fail me and scared to being betrayed by others. what is more the improve? what can be avoid to not getting hurt?
to be honest...........i dont know. what is right to do? what is wrong to do?
so.let jesus take my burden away. live freely and love within. Yes i might get hurt. indeed. i still wanna to be a builder can restore ppl relationship. i want to live in a life extraordinary with Lord. live future out in today. Not other day.
psalm 34 (verse 11-22)
come, my children, listen to me;
i will teach you the fear of the lord.
whoever of you loves life
and desire to see many good days,
keep your tongue from evil
and your lips from speaking lies.
turn from evil and do good;
seek peace and pursue it.
the eyes of the lord are on the righteous
and his ears are attentive to their cry;
the face of the lord is against those who do evil,
to cut off the memory of them from the earth.
the righteous cry out, and the lord hears them,
he delivers them from all their troubles.
the lord is close to the broken hearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
a righteous man may have many troubles,
but the lord delivers him from them all;
he protects all his bones
not one of them will be broken.
evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
the lord redeems his servants;
no one will be condemned who takes refuge in him.
come, my children, listen to me;
i will teach you the fear of the lord.
whoever of you loves life
and desire to see many good days,
keep your tongue from evil
and your lips from speaking lies.
turn from evil and do good;
seek peace and pursue it.
the eyes of the lord are on the righteous
and his ears are attentive to their cry;
the face of the lord is against those who do evil,
to cut off the memory of them from the earth.
the righteous cry out, and the lord hears them,
he delivers them from all their troubles.
the lord is close to the broken hearted
and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
a righteous man may have many troubles,
but the lord delivers him from them all;
he protects all his bones
not one of them will be broken.
evil will slay the wicked;
the foes of the righteous will be condemned.
the lord redeems his servants;
no one will be condemned who takes refuge in him.
one more week!
one More week! then i shall be FREE from STRESS.
Cannot wait to going back to my normal life even though it would not last for long. coz semester 3 is tougher than before. really cannot wait to learn more disease name and pharmacology.
the most happiness things that i wanna to share is:-
Cannot wait to going back to my normal life even though it would not last for long. coz semester 3 is tougher than before. really cannot wait to learn more disease name and pharmacology.
the most happiness things that i wanna to share is:-
i went for the SDMC sponsorship. well God really answered my prayer. i PRAY THAT i can get the sponsorship before my another sis coming in. so that i can reduce my parent's burden. even though i not really sure i can get it or not, but at least i had granted for a chance to enter the interview. it was awesome that the interview process is smooth. i really felt God really help me though it. with No Fear and full with confidence, i managed to answer all the questions posted up by interviewers. AND last they didn't even QUERIED about my qualification. how great is our GOD? wider than? longer than? deep than? higher than? nothing can compared to him.
because
He is greatest than everything.
really want to shout out his greatest to ppl.
anyone listening?
i want to share his miracle on me?
anyone bother?
but my ABOVE all
know everything. even though i am tiny dust.
AT LEAST
he is listening.
NO MORE
weeping, sorrow, loneliness, judgement, pain
in ABOVE ALL
i found JOY!
because
He is greatest than everything.
really want to shout out his greatest to ppl.anyone listening?
i want to share his miracle on me?
anyone bother?
but my ABOVE all
know everything. even though i am tiny dust.
AT LEAST
he is listening.
NO MORE
weeping, sorrow, loneliness, judgement, pain
in ABOVE ALL
i found JOY!
who care?
Supposed to be this week is my leave but i back to college and used this for preparing for my exam. most of ppl hate me for doing so. HAHA i believe some part of ppl in earth could actually busy of doing their own stuffs rather than wandering what other ppl doing now. one of my fren came to my room at 8 sumfing morning and she was so shocked to see me sitting in front of the study table. the first sentence from her is " u didnt sleep for whole nite for studying?"
WT* (o.0) i not a superwomen okie? most of them didnt know that i wil wake up early in the morning for watching updated drama. haha (coz the line is fast in the early morning mah.) i like to talk nonsense and laugh very loud when i am in stress. Concluded all that i am A standard type of human wei!
in the past i am those ppl who really bothering for what other ppl think of me. appearance? behaviour? correct moral? standard line? it turns out that I AM SUFFERING. Yes we should live for ppl (what god want us to be) but first we must love ourself more than anyone. then only we can break the barrier among the people. (=hug ppl with caring heart)
being a human in the earth isnt that easy. for the happiness that i have been search for, be who u are and do what u supposed to be do is very essential (wu~). BE NO FEAR FOR future!!!
WT* (o.0) i not a superwomen okie? most of them didnt know that i wil wake up early in the morning for watching updated drama. haha (coz the line is fast in the early morning mah.) i like to talk nonsense and laugh very loud when i am in stress. Concluded all that i am A standard type of human wei!
in the past i am those ppl who really bothering for what other ppl think of me. appearance? behaviour? correct moral? standard line? it turns out that I AM SUFFERING. Yes we should live for ppl (what god want us to be) but first we must love ourself more than anyone. then only we can break the barrier among the people. (=hug ppl with caring heart)
being a human in the earth isnt that easy. for the happiness that i have been search for, be who u are and do what u supposed to be do is very essential (wu~). BE NO FEAR FOR future!!!
let be free together!
entering into "partial" real world
How is my first week posting in hospital?? One word to describe sad. First day were assigned to do dressing for a patient. Firstly I wasn’t allowed to open the wound and the wound chart is only written “toe side”. I wasn’t expecting the wound is huge. After prepare all the things, patient was sending to imaging. Luckily didn’t open the wound yet.
After that I entered to the patient room, once I open the wound I only realized that I didn’t bring enough cotton for clean the wound. The moral of the story is………………………..ask the STAFF NURSE how is the wound before starting the dressing and inform the staff nurse u are going to in charge for the wound dressing for respective patient. And most importantly assessment and planning is damn important ……….bring extra equipment e.g gauze and cottons.
Back to the story…..so this is supposed to be the second times dressing, CI expected me to do it without her instruction. But the wound is very badly inflamed and slough so I really not sure how I should start so I did it in circular round for one swab. Then I get scolded for not knowing how to clean and not being confident and being told that I LOVE to argue. (second CI told me this)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AM I?? (questionable). Without any instruction, she took over after half way of dressing. SIGH~
After that I have to document in wound chart. Normally I would write in a piece of paper the inspection that I have seen but she expected me to write without her double confirmation. then she told me that she is not here to teach me Grammar. I was WTH? AT last I still say thanks to her for teaching me, nevertheless she is really skillful. I guess she only want me to be confident coz being a staff nurse I must trained myself to do things without supervision of others. Look for the bright side……………I still able to stay strong. At least I really thank her from my heart lar…………not for the sake of “pai ma pi”. So whatever is it lar.
Next day……………………………..more things are coming up. Get scolded from another ward manager for Nothing other than my blur face irritating her. I am just returned the infusion pump and ask her where I should acknowledge and put back the infusion pump and she ignored. Afterward she came and told me off. I really wonder she can just tell ppl off like that. It really sets a good example for me not being such a person like HER!!!!!!!!!!! Then get scolded for not knowing what is jelonet………….at least I learnt something new today. Went to another ward for OFFERING a procedure to their side of ppl………then CI replied that “do u think I am free for doing so?”Great?
Second day is like get scolded from many ppl and busy for in charging for my wing. Leg pain but I still hope tmr would be better day even though how scary it would be. I have to choose to “ENJOY” it coz this is real world that I am going to enter once I graduated. At this moment, my heart still can afford to take the stress and I really don’t dare to call my parent and inform them. I might burst out and crY. Gonna STAY STRONG AND STRONGER….
Homesick* really missing my oscar and my little sis. Sigh~ after 3 weeks need to face final exam already. havent prepare for it yet seriously.
Electricshock!
Recently, I had facing some problem related to the college issues. our college all in the sudden change the policy for not paying deduce electricity billing. Of course I am mad coz I am self sponsored and pay for RM 250 PER MONTH and now they are telling us RM 250 IS FOR renting a room. SIGH~ Now they are telling us RM 250 FOR RENT after they will inform us to pay for water bill .then they will start asking for transport fee. Why is the broad line????????? I felt insecure in here. even my fren wanted to moving out from here instead of renting their room.
so my complain illness started. Till my father explain to me and approached me a question …will I open a college without earning money?....will I accept student keep on delay for paying billing? * Wisdom daddy* so final conclusion is i just have to close my eyes and faster faster complete my course and leave this place. YEAH!
I don’t understand why our college doesn’t have a proper management to handle hostel issues. Basically they are just running the college without seeking for any improvement. They asking us to pay without giving us a official payment listing and simply asking us to copy down figure and make payment for that. What the?? I was explaining to her i cannot accept to pay without seeing any prove la. She replied me that I am the only ONE looking for trouble and other ppl are stil following the rules. Then I stood up and said “ I am not them, so I want prove coz I am the one pay for it.”This is totally unacceptable. After I have made payment for my floor, one of my floor mates made another payment. Then she doesn’t even have a record to track. One more things, she doesn’t even calculate the money that we paid for bills. She should know that neva mess with Chinese who love moneys. Haha~~~ Monday I wil definitely claimed back my money from her. Ish ish
My fren all don’t even want to introduce other for joining here. but my sister MIGHT be enroll to this college. *sweat lo*
so my complain illness started. Till my father explain to me and approached me a question …will I open a college without earning money?....will I accept student keep on delay for paying billing? * Wisdom daddy* so final conclusion is i just have to close my eyes and faster faster complete my course and leave this place. YEAH!
I don’t understand why our college doesn’t have a proper management to handle hostel issues. Basically they are just running the college without seeking for any improvement. They asking us to pay without giving us a official payment listing and simply asking us to copy down figure and make payment for that. What the?? I was explaining to her i cannot accept to pay without seeing any prove la. She replied me that I am the only ONE looking for trouble and other ppl are stil following the rules. Then I stood up and said “ I am not them, so I want prove coz I am the one pay for it.”This is totally unacceptable. After I have made payment for my floor, one of my floor mates made another payment. Then she doesn’t even have a record to track. One more things, she doesn’t even calculate the money that we paid for bills. She should know that neva mess with Chinese who love moneys. Haha~~~ Monday I wil definitely claimed back my money from her. Ish ish
My fren all don’t even want to introduce other for joining here. but my sister MIGHT be enroll to this college. *sweat lo*
"Step by step moving outward!"
being isolated!
Once a while, i realized that i am totally being isolated from the world. emerge in the isolated in Shah Alam SECTION 26 zone. Semester 2 is really not easy. u need know a lot of system in our body especially nervous system (difficult topic ever!) and other heavy subjects. a lot of assignment and tests coming very soon. 3 more weeks for study block!!! then 5 more weeks for practical!!! then final exam already!! but i wil squeezed my times for LORD if possible la~
yesterday i called up my parent then i was crying due to 10% homesickness. i was planning to tell them that to take care themselves but the words haven't come out from my mouth. my tears fall down coz i know that less time for me to accompany them.
then ho....i realized that i changed such as: i watching less movie but listening to more music. act mentally more than speak consciously. having abnormal lifestyle. having weird humor. pray more compared to last time. drink more water. ask strange questions. all these are helping me to become a better person i hope!
C'EST LA VIE!!!!ENJOY LIFE TO FULLEST, MAKE MISTAKEN WHEN U ARE STILL AFFORD TO DO SO!!!
yesterday i called up my parent then i was crying due to 10% homesickness. i was planning to tell them that to take care themselves but the words haven't come out from my mouth. my tears fall down coz i know that less time for me to accompany them.
then ho....i realized that i changed such as: i watching less movie but listening to more music. act mentally more than speak consciously. having abnormal lifestyle. having weird humor. pray more compared to last time. drink more water. ask strange questions. all these are helping me to become a better person i hope!
C'EST LA VIE!!!!ENJOY LIFE TO FULLEST, MAKE MISTAKEN WHEN U ARE STILL AFFORD TO DO SO!!!
Robot holic?
first week back to Study Block after 4 weeks of practical sections.
this week we have so many assignment given by the lecturer, all are need to pass up by NEXT following week. really really work like a ROBOT.
i also notice that i lose weight (a bit la) and looked damn pale. they all said i have to put make up on in order not scared ppl off from moi.
first week had FON assignments, i was so proud of my members they did really well after so many rehearsal with them. wish that we can do very very well next times. even though some of them are nervous but overall they did try hard. to be honest i dont like group work last time, i felt that i also not in part of the group, either i work alone or i totally withdrawn from it. but now....i felt that i need to protect them and look into bigger vision. i will care for them from my heart. i guess this is improvement in the ahead of year 2010.
and...something terrible happened to VIC. OUT OF imagination. i believe that this is only something that tested by Devil. Pray for Vic that she can come back here without going through surgery. so sad to see the THREE GANGster (jess, adeline and vic) missing one. they were like searching for shadow of vic in mysterious way. haha.
Posting week in Columbia Asia
Totally extraordinary posting week in Columbia Asia, it really making me to see the value of simple human life. When u becomes old and there is nothing else u can do other than let ppl fulfill ur basic human needs. Such as lost memory, become weak, eating soft diet food, passing urine and motion, skin integrity become worse..etc etc. they are totally dependent on other to take care of them and everyday they are undergo same process.
First day entering the ward, the smell was ..woh. now I really understand how does it feel if u taking care of 20 above patients’ BO AND PU. And u really need the strength to move some patient since they are in unconscious state. Then ….u can compare the condition between 2 hospitals and the way they are conduct the hospital setting. It is quite interesting.
It really does make me think about what if I have to work in other disaster areas? What if I voluntary want to work in other third world countries? Hygiene and protection of ourselves could be cause big problems. I realize that is not easy for us to give love to others…..only god love. I not talking about share gospel but to show love and put your hand on ppl’s shoulder and touch their face and hair. u need to communicate with those patient who cannot response to u but they can actually listening to u. heart is da key to break the barrier. I believe all of us posted to there did it …it is not about being emotional and build relationship. Something that cannot imagine is in deep inside each one of us. unspeakable.
It also remind me that I need to put extra efforts in order to learn more and more.
sheila, me, shaline and rosby
Mas, mdm alami (mas's fav pt), naida
me and mdm Chai (not in the mood taking pic due to our last day of work)
growing?
Recently, i am quite in dilemma for making decision for certain things. giving everything to God. am i walking in earthly road? indeed i am. am i having desire in certain things other than God? Indeed i am agen!
i am struggling to give up EVERYthing to above all. i am holding on my study instead of going to church. and i am struggling to grow in christ. i really ned to admit tat.
i did take a step forward to him but somehow i am not brave enough to continue. so here i am in my comfort zone.
seeing ppl are changing even though before they are believe in him. seeing ppl are behaving in different way even though they are christian, it really hurt me to see it.
nevertheless, God is great.
so Everything or nothing?
i am struggling to give up EVERYthing to above all. i am holding on my study instead of going to church. and i am struggling to grow in christ. i really ned to admit tat.
i did take a step forward to him but somehow i am not brave enough to continue. so here i am in my comfort zone.
seeing ppl are changing even though before they are believe in him. seeing ppl are behaving in different way even though they are christian, it really hurt me to see it.
nevertheless, God is great.
so Everything or nothing?
back to real life!
HOW IS MY CNY??
"HAPPY HAPPY U AND I HAPPY HAPPY CNY" from a CNY song....means........still not bad.
have a reunion gathering with my relatives and then eat a lot of YUMMY foods with my dear grandma. to be honest ...me and jesscar almost cried when we said good bye to popo. Yep i felt that our relationship is recovering and it changed. it getting better compared to before. thanks to LORD.
During CNY, i argued with jesscar and it was a huge fighting = voice! it makes me realize that i actually changing to less EMO. and i know how to cool myself down and let the past go as well. apart of i havent apologize to her and my parent for making them sad for seeing the bloody scene, L.O.V.E need to be in relationship for recover and construct to become a better one.
i actually didnt reunion with my fren ...and they didnt called as well. so there is no point for joining in. may be i am not close to them since i moved to oversea after form 1 and i am not that easy for mixing in a way. IN A WAY...i might need to improve in my communication skill.
so many things was happenning back there....between mum and dad, and my little sis...my bro ....my penang fren...feel helpless for unable to being there with them.
Pray that i can become better in solving problem and pray for love can keep in my heart and spread to others. back to college i shall put my 100% effort to achieve my dream. paint my awesome life!!!
"HAPPY HAPPY U AND I HAPPY HAPPY CNY" from a CNY song....means........still not bad.
have a reunion gathering with my relatives and then eat a lot of YUMMY foods with my dear grandma. to be honest ...me and jesscar almost cried when we said good bye to popo. Yep i felt that our relationship is recovering and it changed. it getting better compared to before. thanks to LORD.
During CNY, i argued with jesscar and it was a huge fighting = voice! it makes me realize that i actually changing to less EMO. and i know how to cool myself down and let the past go as well. apart of i havent apologize to her and my parent for making them sad for seeing the bloody scene, L.O.V.E need to be in relationship for recover and construct to become a better one.
i actually didnt reunion with my fren ...and they didnt called as well. so there is no point for joining in. may be i am not close to them since i moved to oversea after form 1 and i am not that easy for mixing in a way. IN A WAY...i might need to improve in my communication skill.
so many things was happenning back there....between mum and dad, and my little sis...my bro ....my penang fren...feel helpless for unable to being there with them.
Pray that i can become better in solving problem and pray for love can keep in my heart and spread to others. back to college i shall put my 100% effort to achieve my dream. paint my awesome life!!!
Catherine's Bday - 5th of Feb
This is the first ever birthday that Catherine celebrating her big day without family. and we brought her this cake to cheer her lonely birthday haha...no more lonely song. thanks to loges who willing to give us a ride to cake shop despite the traffic jam. totally salute her driving skills. i dont think a drive like me can able to drive in a city. sigh
have been planning a perfect surprise for her....but it failed. coz she found out in the end due to our giggling at the dark corner and poor acting skills. but ya...she was surprised how we get the cake...without her knowing.
Birthday gal making wishes.
Guna and Cat
so....Cat....happy 19th birthday!!!! for the rest of 2 years...ur birthday wont be lonely...meow
have been planning a perfect surprise for her....but it failed. coz she found out in the end due to our giggling at the dark corner and poor acting skills. but ya...she was surprised how we get the cake...without her knowing.
Birthday gal making wishes.
Guna and Cat
so....Cat....happy 19th birthday!!!! for the rest of 2 years...ur birthday wont be lonely...meow
handshaking moment
well...this wednesday i removed the drain from that patient. at first this procedure wasnt for me, i only got the chance to see it. but the person didnt attend to it so i did the procedure for patient lo.
when i doing the assessment, the patient wasnt really trust a student nurse to do for her. so i was like begging for letting me to do it for her. and if the things not turned out correctly or i failed to perform, my CI will take over.
it was totally like counting my heart beat during the procedure. first thing is the dressing pack is so crap ....the forceps is different from wat i used before and the sterile field is tend to stick together. so more...i am panicking ..hand shaking....
the most challenging part is cutting the suture. holding the stitch cutter to cut a fine suture without injured the patient was difficult enough. at that moment i guess my CI was stop breathing. even though 3 of my friend followed me enter the patient and examine me while i was doing the procedure but i hardly enough to notice them around me.
of course i need to thank those ppl who help me to improve my skill in dressing - especially jessicar and pei ching la...they are awesome ppl and willing to give up their sleeping hour and teaching a dummy to remember steps of procedure. and thanks to the above all ....Lord. he makes things smoothly.
even though i didnt get cross... which i have no intention to get the cross for it. i just want to do it since this is my longrun profession. I just feel good about it. hehe.
ENT ward staff nurses are nice and willing to teach as well. this is the first time make me wanna to stay in tat ward and work with them as a team.
final conclusion
Last week, my class have wrote a "love letter" to the management department and request a representative from them come and explain to us why do we need to work on Sunday. at least we need a explanation. i think they really do expect us just simply follow the instruction without complaining. simply giving us roster and forcing us to follow. i just cannot accept a big organization can do such thing... .... (i really dont know how to express my anger $T$#$&@$%^@21$^@#$)
in the end they did send someone come and explain...but with the insulting words.... i felt like being *slapped* BY them. final conclusion is we need to work on sunday in order to gain more experience. (sweetest explanation)
in turn, my class became fed up and unspeakable being slapped by them. what to do....we all have the thinking ...being a responsible and hardworking to prove them wrong.
but ..................
saturday preaching reminded me something.....freedom and human right generally become everyone fav topics among the human society. we are expected this to be good and that to be perfect. we dont expect challenge and mistake but indeed we love to complain. tat is definitely include me. we dare to criticized PM and dare to fight for our right. where is the honor?? honor???尊榮??
Word from above all..telling me that Child ...where is ur honor?? honor those who give us the best?? honor those who help u when u are in need?? SWALLOW MY PRIDE. and with the honor of my heart i can inherit the good from him.
in the end they did send someone come and explain...but with the insulting words.... i felt like being *slapped* BY them. final conclusion is we need to work on sunday in order to gain more experience. (sweetest explanation)
in turn, my class became fed up and unspeakable being slapped by them. what to do....we all have the thinking ...being a responsible and hardworking to prove them wrong.
but ..................
saturday preaching reminded me something.....freedom and human right generally become everyone fav topics among the human society. we are expected this to be good and that to be perfect. we dont expect challenge and mistake but indeed we love to complain. tat is definitely include me. we dare to criticized PM and dare to fight for our right. where is the honor?? honor???尊榮??
Word from above all..telling me that Child ...where is ur honor?? honor those who give us the best?? honor those who help u when u are in need?? SWALLOW MY PRIDE. and with the honor of my heart i can inherit the good from him.
In his hand
In his hand
Recently I am planning for a fundraising project in college for the Haiti earthquake. It is something that I am plan and I really need to put it in action. Sometimes I am just wander whether is necessary to do such things which is like awkward to most of the people. Busy life with exam and assignment, I am adding some spice into it again. At the times that I going to give up, God pull me up again and telling me that I can do it with people’s support. He is asking me to be a Leader and trust in myself in order for the plan to work. But I felt that I must to do it even though how tough it might be. Aww…I need strength from U. outcome is not important as long as I have tried. Pray for the BEST to happen!!
Yep..i am still thinking the fastest way of making the poster…….something can touch people’s heart. My mind is link a tree with heart and people’s hand…something sort of things simple and can triggering people heart. (mind in the process…..)
Conflict happened in my class, but the person actually came and discuss with me in order to solve the conflict. I Totally relieved from tension! Someone who is so stubborn and came to me ask for solution. Haha.. I can see that lord can make thing become possible.
Within this week, another big issue is coming up…which is stil under planning for strategy. (confidential) will released till the we have come up with the actual plan.
Recently I am planning for a fundraising project in college for the Haiti earthquake. It is something that I am plan and I really need to put it in action. Sometimes I am just wander whether is necessary to do such things which is like awkward to most of the people. Busy life with exam and assignment, I am adding some spice into it again. At the times that I going to give up, God pull me up again and telling me that I can do it with people’s support. He is asking me to be a Leader and trust in myself in order for the plan to work. But I felt that I must to do it even though how tough it might be. Aww…I need strength from U. outcome is not important as long as I have tried. Pray for the BEST to happen!!
Yep..i am still thinking the fastest way of making the poster…….something can touch people’s heart. My mind is link a tree with heart and people’s hand…something sort of things simple and can triggering people heart. (mind in the process…..)
Conflict happened in my class, but the person actually came and discuss with me in order to solve the conflict. I Totally relieved from tension! Someone who is so stubborn and came to me ask for solution. Haha.. I can see that lord can make thing become possible.
Within this week, another big issue is coming up…which is stil under planning for strategy. (confidential) will released till the we have come up with the actual plan.
2nd week in College
very busy for assignment and all the new topic recently. Semester 2 seems like a lot more tougher. but everything is smooth and i felt the blessing of Lord is falling on me. no matter good or bad..i stil ned to praise the lord for everything.
OOO...i got facebook now.. no longer living in Jungle. wohoo....my comment about facebook is it really does help me to contact back my secondary school fren in doncaster, my cousin, some of my close fren....i hope that i not addicted to it.
last 2 days, my fren (Syarin- ex-colleague in Great Eastern) called me and it really does touched me tat she stil remember me. she is the only fren that bring me to annual dinner by motorbike in KL. i just totolly love this gal. i really felt guilty for not meet up with them during my break. awwwwww......
this week the christian fellowship gathering was officially launched. a lot of ppl were joining in. i hope lord can keep this number of ppl and a lot more to come joining this gathering.
(i am thinking of upload dressing skill video in this blog. this may be useful for everyone in my class and so ppl can point out my mistake as well.)
OOO...i got facebook now.. no longer living in Jungle. wohoo....my comment about facebook is it really does help me to contact back my secondary school fren in doncaster, my cousin, some of my close fren....i hope that i not addicted to it.
last 2 days, my fren (Syarin- ex-colleague in Great Eastern) called me and it really does touched me tat she stil remember me. she is the only fren that bring me to annual dinner by motorbike in KL. i just totolly love this gal. i really felt guilty for not meet up with them during my break. awwwwww......
this week the christian fellowship gathering was officially launched. a lot of ppl were joining in. i hope lord can keep this number of ppl and a lot more to come joining this gathering.
(i am thinking of upload dressing skill video in this blog. this may be useful for everyone in my class and so ppl can point out my mistake as well.)
I'm Back to college life
Semester 2!!!wohoo....very fast half year gone. this semester going to be very fun and interesting. injection, changing I/V, dressing, pharmacology and etc etc are totally strange subjects to moi. to be honest i cannot wait for the college started. How was my holiday?? well very good indeed...had a good quality time with my family.now is 7.31am and today is 04/01/2010.....a new start for this year 2010.
