black spot of my life

PRAISE the lord that I got my LJM slip. after all the things that i am going through...finally it's coming to the end of my diploma journey. seriously....nobody can realize how happy i was when i got the slip! and continue with the news of!!!! i am going to work in ICU. A DREAM THAT I AM ALWAYS WANT TO HOLD on for these 3 years. ACTUALLY I thought they going to put me in NICU. but ya. Praise the lord for giving the BEST. even though i am not sure whether i can handle this job or not. but one thing for sure...i need to give the best strike toward it. praise the god for letting us to find a very nice house for settling down. it seems like everything is good at this moment. today i went to work in surgical a nt, for replacement of EMERGENCY LEAVE. for these 3 years, i never skipped class. because of attending friend's wedding, i need to fill up this black hole. sigh... until whole class laugh at my black spot of my life. hahaha....i going to name myself as ALICE'S BLACK SPOT.COM. JOKE BETWEEN me and ee von. but it was a awesome replacement day, at least i went to a ward that i am always want to explore. to realize how a cancer affect one's life. cervical cancer if not do pap smear...breast cancer if u not been practicing BSE. SOMETIMES, PREVENTIVE BETTER THAN CURE. seriously. today i assisted dr to do BMA and been like a maid of crystal wong to do the observation. seriously, she is talking too much. communication skill is 100% overload. but ya it turned out my replacement day is not so bad as i think of... coz of this S.T.U.P.I.D GIRL hahaha.

awkward moment

this week i spent most of time for playing none stop. started from outing with Ms K, CONTINUE with nurse's day in wetworld shah alam. and went back home for fren's wedding. yap skin is tanned or darked. and i am looked healthy actually. better than pale looking. start with Ms K outing to waterfall was absolutely awesome. very appreciated for my Ci to organize such a awesome gathering. continue with the choir team for closing for the nurse's day event. all my classmates was blasted with readiness for singing out loud for celebration of nurse's day. it was fantastic and i believe we did the best for it. went back to hometown with my MCA fren. filled our stomach with local foods. spending relaxing times in kampung. chillz for preparation of exam. the part that ending with awkward moment when i am attend the wedding. i felt that i am pin on the excitement balloon. well yay. this 3 weeks need to work very hard for the LJM exam. beginning of my journey. AS STAFF NURSE. WUSAI!!

unplanned?

another 4 more weeks!!! my final moment LJM. to be honest, i feel my mind is totally blank. i wasted past 3 weeks for doing nothing but yet there is something. so i going to make my next 4 weeks packed with planned schedule. and yet there were quite a number of occasion to squeezed in: lee chin's wedding, NURSING day, and outing to waterfall, MOTHER'S DAY. sometimes to have something that unplanned can make life a bit more excitement right? telling myself to go with FLOW. AND GROW WITH FLOW. PAST 1 WEEK, went for the interview for job application. to be honest, i dont feel i did well during the interview. my passion is hidden. i didnt really show it out. they didnt ask me a lot of questions. sincerely pray that i can get my FIRST CHOICE. PAST 1 WEEK, BEEN argue with my sister. the most hurting part is broken my parent's heart. i told my mum that i didnt do well as a elderly sister, if i can be more better, i can gain respect from her. life is moving on.