back to real life!

HOW IS MY CNY??

"HAPPY HAPPY U AND I HAPPY HAPPY CNY" from a CNY song....means........still not bad.
have a reunion gathering with my relatives and then eat a lot of YUMMY foods with my dear grandma. to be honest ...me and jesscar almost cried when we said good bye to popo. Yep i felt that our relationship is recovering and it changed. it getting better compared to before. thanks to LORD.

During CNY, i argued with jesscar and it was a huge fighting = voice! it makes me realize that i actually changing to less EMO. and i know how to cool myself down and let the past go as well. apart of i havent apologize to her and my parent for making them sad for seeing the bloody scene, L.O.V.E need to be in relationship for recover and construct to become a better one.

i actually didnt reunion with my fren ...and they didnt called as well. so there is no point for joining in. may be i am not close to them since i moved to oversea after form 1 and i am not that easy for mixing in a way. IN A WAY...i might need to improve in my communication skill.

so many things was happenning back there....between mum and dad, and my little sis...my bro ....my penang fren...feel helpless for unable to being there with them.

Pray that i can become better in solving problem and pray for love can keep in my heart and spread to others. back to college i shall put my 100% effort to achieve my dream. paint my awesome life!!!

Catherine's Bday - 5th of Feb

This is the first ever birthday that Catherine celebrating her big day without family. and we brought her this cake to cheer her lonely birthday haha...no more lonely song. thanks to loges who willing to give us a ride to cake shop despite the traffic jam. totally salute her driving skills. i dont think a drive like me can able to drive in a city. sigh

have been planning a perfect surprise for her....but it failed. coz she found out in the end due to our giggling at the dark corner and poor acting skills. but ya...she was surprised how we get the cake...without her knowing.

Birthday gal making wishes.

Guna and Cat

so....Cat....happy 19th birthday!!!! for the rest of 2 years...ur birthday wont be lonely...meow

handshaking moment

well...this wednesday i removed the drain from that patient. at first this procedure wasnt for me, i only got the chance to see it. but the person didnt attend to it so i did the procedure for patient lo.

when i doing the assessment, the patient wasnt really trust a student nurse to do for her. so i was like begging for letting me to do it for her. and if the things not turned out correctly or i failed to perform, my CI will take over.

it was totally like counting my heart beat during the procedure. first thing is the dressing pack is so crap ....the forceps is different from wat i used before and the sterile field is tend to stick together. so more...i am panicking ..hand shaking....

the most challenging part is cutting the suture. holding the stitch cutter to cut a fine suture without injured the patient was difficult enough. at that moment i guess my CI was stop breathing. even though 3 of my friend followed me enter the patient and examine me while i was doing the procedure but i hardly enough to notice them around me.

of course i need to thank those ppl who help me to improve my skill in dressing - especially jessicar and pei ching la...they are awesome ppl and willing to give up their sleeping hour and teaching a dummy to remember steps of procedure. and thanks to the above all ....Lord. he makes things smoothly.

even though i didnt get cross... which i have no intention to get the cross for it. i just want to do it since this is my longrun profession. I just feel good about it. hehe.

ENT ward staff nurses are nice and willing to teach as well. this is the first time make me wanna to stay in tat ward and work with them as a team.