dengan- mu tuhan- true worshipper

IN HOUSE is coming. to be honest, am i ready? i dunno know. ppl said i am always ready. but sometimes i could be the exemption from the typical good student. dont ever expect me to be tat GOOD.

FAITH CAN DO MORE THAN I COULD EVER THINK OF! somehow this song make me energetic even though i dont understand it much. i believe that hanya kau tuhan make me stronger. in faith, there is much more that God tat wan me to do.

 DENGAN-MU TUHAN

Tak pernah kuragu
Akan kesetiaanMu
Kau pegang hidupku

Verse 2
Sepenuh jiwakuKu yakin dan percaya
Kau tuntun langkahku

Pre Chorus
Yesus Kaulah Raja dalam hidupku Berkuasa berjaya untuk s’lamanya

Chorus
Hanya Kau Tuhan
Sumber Kekuatan
Kuasa-Mu tercurah
Bagiku s’nantiasa
DenganMu TuhanKu kan berjalan
Dari kemuliaan
Sampai kemuliaan
S’lamanya

Presence?

was starting my management posting in my hospital. for 2 weeks in certain ward, i wil be assigned with a mentor to guide me for get used to the management in the hospital. it is a totally new things to me. kind of like a burden for me, coz i going to work there in the future. Therefore, i hope or aim for understand more about the hospital setting. using the computer system, writing report, pass over the work to another shift, arrange for treatment for patient etc. basically other than that, add on the safe care give to the patient is need as well. it is very tough to be a nurse. writing paper work for numerous patient, physically mentally even emotionally need to care for them. how is my management? to be honest, i am positive about it before that. when thing are strike me, i meant really striking me. i start to tremble down my faith to be positive. in this reality world, some people not to care how many thing u are done to them, or even appreciate. when u are make one mistake, they wil start to blame each other. people only wil looking at ur weakness n aim for against the another party. if somehow they are appreciate ur presence, acknowledge the presence of a student nurse as the future caregiver to the patient. i believe the whole process is smooth. Right?

Note to myself: to stay stronger! in faith! never give up! i can do better!


 thanks to my bro that cheering me up. after he knew that i cut by a razor, so sweet of him that calling me to have a long conversation n telling me that he is loving me. singing 月亮代表我的心 via phone, it really does melts my heart. 

阿乐 - 黑糖

 

B class life

Initiated mode- management

this week going to medical B for my management. first day we were very blurred in everything. i learn to be spoke out and be humble for the ppl who wan to teach us. saying sorry not for the sake of smoothing out the flow. actually from the heart, saying sorry for not able to catch up with thing when they are teaching us. it is a GOOD start. Positive thinking initiated my starting journey. i am excited actually.

today is my off day. listening to song, partially doing my preparation for LJM. my fren april 2009 going to sit for LJM in next 2 weeks times, it likes the front like going to send down to war world 3. i know she can score well one. i am lucky to meet her tho, she support me throughout my studies, sharing knowledge and gossip. somehow i am way too stubborn than she think i am, at least she trying her best to understand me. NG HUI MOI thank u. good luck for ur coming exam, afterward u can fly up high.

ppl often tell me that ur young sis become staff nurse first, why u take the course so late one? then i am being very nicely replied their curiosity question. sometimes i wonder that why they need to care what is happened in my LIFE.


Dream either seems small or big, but it stil count as a dream right?and dream is not just for ppl that mend to be compromise the goal, i believe dream is also for ppl that hang halfway, stuck somewhere, rest in between. it just the clever person take fastest pathway to reach the goal, whereas the sloooow person take longest distance to reach the goal. but i believe in between the sloow person learn to grow in EQ and enjoy every scene that passed by.

and I AM TAT slow PERSON lo. WHO CARE? Quality is the matter, NOT THE quantity.

ER- posting

inside JOKE.

there was once my fren told me that she saw ghost when they were driving back from their hometown and driving in speed of over 130km/hour. both of the ppl inside the car also saw the while shadows passed by in SLOOOW MOTION. then i told my family about this scary ghost story happened in highway. after being rephrased by her...it turned into funny joke.

my mum replied me back : "of course, she can see the ghost with driving in fast speed coz she almost near the death wat."


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stil got 3 more weeks, my heart beat getting faster for count down to IN HOUSE exam. am i prepare? ermmm... i not SURE. to meet the requirement of 65/100 question is not easy tho. especially MULTIPLE CHOICE QUESTION= time bomb anytime.

wat to do. i need to choose to love it right?

EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT posting was very interesting. it is like TOUCH AND GO work. good part is not a lot of paper work, trained to be ALERT all the times. which really make me AND Sera being totally alert with surrounding.

Talking about posting matez who i am lucky to have, at least throughout the clinical posting, i am always NOT ALONE. WE GROW up POSITIVELY together. the funny moment we share, and the SUFFERING moment we share when we are freezing till numbness during night shift and chasing the CROSS like nobody bussiness. i glad to have them besides me to share n appreciated each other. WORd cannot describe my feeling toward them all my posting colleagues- Sera, Mas, Sheila B, Subatra, Ee Von, Crystal, tanisha, Rosbi, Shai.

Back to emergency department, i saw plenty much interesting case such as superfical gas leaking burn case, suicidal case- poisoning ingest, Code Blue BID case, APO, MVA, suturing, chemical splash etc etc.i very salute some staff nurse that being totally passion toward their work, a excellent communicator with the patient. it remind me to be such good passionate person to care for emotional view of patient even busy and tough times i going to face. simple thing that we learn to ask patient to DBE, instruct them what is the procedure going on to be.

:) well, LIFE IS TILL GOOD.