Recently, my cousin from oversea came back to malaysia. i was planning to go back and spent a good times with him. we were so close during our childhood times. so i called him and just wan to give him a warm welcome back to malaysia. but then what i get is the EGOISM n pathetic conversation from him. he expect me to remember/ memorize when his family back to malaysia n how long he going to spent here. pls lar.....it's a waste of memory of my brain. in the end, i HANG UP the phone. iiiisssssssssssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....a high education person doesnt meant that they really knowing what is meant by Respect n Manner.
another thing is one of my lost contact childhood friend RE-CONTACT ME via fb. it kinda weird since we havent talk for 2 to 3 years plus. funny rite? and they even invite me for BBQ after no contact for 4 years plus. well i rejected their invitation since i unable to make it due to my clinical posting. due to my accumulation resistance that i learnt, i just guess my memory T cell work well to fight against anyone of them due to the aspect of thinking.
yap...who care more. all of them are not going to make any difference to my life or ANY IMPACT. so indeed. i sedated myself to NOTHING. AND life is moving on. who care more or less.
Thanks to my family giving me a boost inj of motivation toward better future.
justice?
Today in our free period of class, me and my gang were discussed about politic thing whether we all have register to vote for our country. to be honest, i have been implanted in my mindset that care for nothing about it coz we are not capable going to make any changes about it. but still malaysia is our only motherland as the root of the tree where is planted on.
talking about justice, sometimes i am dilemma that dealing with this subject. in other point of view, i am a dare to try person in other word, aggressive. thus, i am classified under ----> rocket party---> alice in the rocket land.
there was once, my fren share one fact based topic with me, she insists that SDP (single donor platelet) that transfused to the dengue patient is pre withdrawn from patient according to what she know from the HDU staff nurse. due to my curiosity about this FALSE face based thingy, i told her what she know about SDP. (a blood product that contain high concentration of platelet that pooled from multiple pack of whole blood product). a simple statement that i made is how could the dengue patient want to withdrawn their platelet coz they already pre- predicted what she will get soon. but then this fren of mine, replied that i should not ARGUE with her since this is a fact tat heard from a senior staff nurse.
FIRST, i am clearly not arguing with her. i am just want to prevent her from any harm by readjusted what she should know about it.
my gang told me that i shouldnt argue, let it be if i care no much about it. let she continue have this mindset. -----> is that mean i should be MUTE for most of thing instead of being a DUMB person taking risk????
actually there is a additional thing happened in my college regarding to grading point for certain paper that i wasnt satisfied. this is something that i really find disappointed when everyone waiting for u to make a changes, but they can take advantages on it.
when this bring up as an issues, they become shattered and insisted that there arent problem within. with limited power i can see now, i become compensated to this issue due to i care nothing about the grading point as long as i try my very best even though nothing in return, but hey I HAVE A JOB, WHO CARE FOR THE GRADING POINT that make my result slip looked totally unacceptable. right>?
question is WHERE IS THE JUSTICE??
something i would like to share, a history maker Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. that i truly admired. a person stand up for the struggling nation. a person that even though everything is going to be tough but still... he willing to scarified for his life toward justice of nation. his"I Have a Dream" speech and the faith he holding up to tremendously implanted in my heart.
(You know my friends, there comes a time when people get tired of being trampled by the iron feet of oppression ... If we are wrong, the Supreme Court of this nation is wrong. If we are wrong, the Constitution of the United States is wrong. And if we are wrong, God Almighty is wrong. If we are wrong, Jesus of Nazareth was merely a utopian dreamer that never came down to Earth. If we are wrong, justice is a lie, love has no meaning. And we are determined here in Montgomery to work and fight until "justice runs down like water, and righteousness like a mighty stream." )>>>>>>from wikiquotes
if there was a person believe in such big dream, i truly hope that my classmates can have this faith as well to make a change?
talking about justice, sometimes i am dilemma that dealing with this subject. in other point of view, i am a dare to try person in other word, aggressive. thus, i am classified under ----> rocket party---> alice in the rocket land.
there was once, my fren share one fact based topic with me, she insists that SDP (single donor platelet) that transfused to the dengue patient is pre withdrawn from patient according to what she know from the HDU staff nurse. due to my curiosity about this FALSE face based thingy, i told her what she know about SDP. (a blood product that contain high concentration of platelet that pooled from multiple pack of whole blood product). a simple statement that i made is how could the dengue patient want to withdrawn their platelet coz they already pre- predicted what she will get soon. but then this fren of mine, replied that i should not ARGUE with her since this is a fact tat heard from a senior staff nurse.
FIRST, i am clearly not arguing with her. i am just want to prevent her from any harm by readjusted what she should know about it.
my gang told me that i shouldnt argue, let it be if i care no much about it. let she continue have this mindset. -----> is that mean i should be MUTE for most of thing instead of being a DUMB person taking risk????
actually there is a additional thing happened in my college regarding to grading point for certain paper that i wasnt satisfied. this is something that i really find disappointed when everyone waiting for u to make a changes, but they can take advantages on it.
when this bring up as an issues, they become shattered and insisted that there arent problem within. with limited power i can see now, i become compensated to this issue due to i care nothing about the grading point as long as i try my very best even though nothing in return, but hey I HAVE A JOB, WHO CARE FOR THE GRADING POINT that make my result slip looked totally unacceptable. right>?
question is WHERE IS THE JUSTICE??
something i would like to share, a history maker Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. that i truly admired. a person stand up for the struggling nation. a person that even though everything is going to be tough but still... he willing to scarified for his life toward justice of nation. his"I Have a Dream" speech and the faith he holding up to tremendously implanted in my heart.
(You know my friends, there comes a time when people get tired of being trampled by the iron feet of oppression ... If we are wrong, the Supreme Court of this nation is wrong. If we are wrong, the Constitution of the United States is wrong. And if we are wrong, God Almighty is wrong. If we are wrong, Jesus of Nazareth was merely a utopian dreamer that never came down to Earth. If we are wrong, justice is a lie, love has no meaning. And we are determined here in Montgomery to work and fight until "justice runs down like water, and righteousness like a mighty stream." )>>>>>>from wikiquotes
if there was a person believe in such big dream, i truly hope that my classmates can have this faith as well to make a change?
Motive
The people i very miss at the moment.
Everytime before hang up the phone, the most important question from me : u got miss me or not?
both of them surely will replied: " i missing u a lot ar."
sometimes, i felt sorry for my ah b (third sister) coz we are not always there for her due the distance. Holiday session=first day we go back till the day we leave the house, almost everyday we will have counseling session with her. i guess she fed up and get bored of the "advice" we gave her but then she stil know that we love more than anyone else. my only "Emo" sista!
my ah boy lei... ... we only can get to know his condition through phone conversation. whether he being naughty or cheeky. every visit back home, he surely give us a lot of unforgettable moment. very talkative till we all almost vomit and headache during the times we drove to seremban from hometown. The funny moment when he treat himself as GPS in order to find out the way back to my shop when my parent forget to fetch him from tuition center. too many thing i miss out.
Missing them both too much more. very glad to have them both accompany my parent and bring so many happiness to my family. in fact they both are the Motive of my life. to become a Better person and show them the good way toward life.
