Too MUCH

I really stuck with my character. Get completely fed up with it.

When things are happening around me, i still not knowing how to react to it.

I believe that i am just being myself, but ppl around me wil take the benefit out of moi. Even though i know about tat, but i wil stil keep quiet. I dont wanna to voice out my own opinion in order to teach them a meaningful lesson.

Simply i trust that they should know about their act and behaviour. When the things are getting worse, i am stil stuck there. One simple act from them can make me forgive and forget the past. I hate the way i am struggling although i knw what is the correct move. The problem is i dont know how to react ....tat's why i am keep it myself.

Too much restriction Too much barrier Too much fear..WHAT SHOULD I DO TO MAKE IT BETTER? TO HAVE MYSELF BACK?