back to real life!

HOW IS MY CNY??

"HAPPY HAPPY U AND I HAPPY HAPPY CNY" from a CNY song....means........still not bad.
have a reunion gathering with my relatives and then eat a lot of YUMMY foods with my dear grandma. to be honest ...me and jesscar almost cried when we said good bye to popo. Yep i felt that our relationship is recovering and it changed. it getting better compared to before. thanks to LORD.

During CNY, i argued with jesscar and it was a huge fighting = voice! it makes me realize that i actually changing to less EMO. and i know how to cool myself down and let the past go as well. apart of i havent apologize to her and my parent for making them sad for seeing the bloody scene, L.O.V.E need to be in relationship for recover and construct to become a better one.

i actually didnt reunion with my fren ...and they didnt called as well. so there is no point for joining in. may be i am not close to them since i moved to oversea after form 1 and i am not that easy for mixing in a way. IN A WAY...i might need to improve in my communication skill.

so many things was happenning back there....between mum and dad, and my little sis...my bro ....my penang fren...feel helpless for unable to being there with them.

Pray that i can become better in solving problem and pray for love can keep in my heart and spread to others. back to college i shall put my 100% effort to achieve my dream. paint my awesome life!!!