Robot holic?

first week back to Study Block after 4 weeks of practical sections.
this week we have so many assignment given by the lecturer, all are need to pass up by NEXT following week. really really work like a ROBOT.

i also notice that i lose weight (a bit la) and looked damn pale. they all said i have to put make up on in order not scared ppl off from moi.

first week had FON assignments, i was so proud of my members they did really well after so many rehearsal with them. wish that we can do very very well next times. even though some of them are nervous but overall they did try hard. to be honest i dont like group work last time, i felt that i also not in part of the group, either i work alone or i totally withdrawn from it. but now....i felt that i need to protect them and look into bigger vision. i will care for them from my heart. i guess this is improvement in the ahead of year 2010.

and...something terrible happened to VIC. OUT OF imagination. i believe that this is only something that tested by Devil. Pray for Vic that she can come back here without going through surgery. so sad to see the THREE GANGster (jess, adeline and vic) missing one. they were like searching for shadow of vic in mysterious way. haha.