first week posting of semester 3. other than the cap got one more line (means that Senior of SuperJunior), i felt that the burden is heavier compared to before. especially when we do procedure must be 100% correct, must handle things with extra care and full attention must be give to patient. indeed i love posting in medsurg A especially under MS ** (Clinical instructor).

well...other ppl might have other opinion on her. but for me, when i was posting with her, i really can spare some of my times and learn things from her. compared to before, i was wandering in the ward doing other things more than completing my cross. she really taught me a lot things.e.g i must give full attention to my patient and knowing the diagnosis of patient. dont just copy the report. must filter the report and get it store in my head. indeed she is a fair person, treating everyone are same. it was great.

one of my patient passed away. it was so hard to expect that he is leaving. coz he seems normal when i was on my shift. i was running up and down and searching a towel for sponging him. and i was able to holding a stranger hand and give the best care that i could to him. it was like the last journey that i have been with him. although i wasnt there when he passed away. but it's pain that when i heard the news. i really hope that the nurse or doctor could save him. it reminded me that the life of pt is on my hand.

sigh~ lord spare with strength to hang on there. let me regain my passion again. the dream of mine is hard to achieve. but nothing could be difficult in YOU. Refill my heart with ur love. so that i can show other ur love.

this week, felt tension due to my assignment. it seems like no start point for it. thanks to my members, they really give me support. whenever i told them the meeting times 10.30pm, they will attend punctually.but i was asleep at that times. i really appreciate the relationship within.