Presence?

was starting my management posting in my hospital. for 2 weeks in certain ward, i wil be assigned with a mentor to guide me for get used to the management in the hospital. it is a totally new things to me. kind of like a burden for me, coz i going to work there in the future. Therefore, i hope or aim for understand more about the hospital setting. using the computer system, writing report, pass over the work to another shift, arrange for treatment for patient etc. basically other than that, add on the safe care give to the patient is need as well. it is very tough to be a nurse. writing paper work for numerous patient, physically mentally even emotionally need to care for them. how is my management? to be honest, i am positive about it before that. when thing are strike me, i meant really striking me. i start to tremble down my faith to be positive. in this reality world, some people not to care how many thing u are done to them, or even appreciate. when u are make one mistake, they wil start to blame each other. people only wil looking at ur weakness n aim for against the another party. if somehow they are appreciate ur presence, acknowledge the presence of a student nurse as the future caregiver to the patient. i believe the whole process is smooth. Right?

Note to myself: to stay stronger! in faith! never give up! i can do better!


 thanks to my bro that cheering me up. after he knew that i cut by a razor, so sweet of him that calling me to have a long conversation n telling me that he is loving me. singing 月亮代表我的心 via phone, it really does melts my heart. 

阿乐 - 黑糖